Thanks to you...
Posted by at 3:09 pm, May 12th 2010.

Leaving Haiti was one of the hardest things we’ve ever had to do. Having lived within the Children’s Home for the last year, the staff and children had become our family. We’d always hoped the Maison de Benediction would offer this kind of environment to those it sought to serve, and it’s success was highlighted on our leaving party. The staff had invited the children and parents of the home to come to a special service to say goodbye to us.

Before us were a sea of faces we’d grown to love and cherish in the last year. The beaming smiles of children, and the thankful expression of gratitude of their parents was incredibly humbling and moving. The gratitude was aimed far beyond Reninca and I. It was a celebration of what you, our supporters have achieved. Their thanks was for the appeal. For the life saving and life transforming support you have offered!

Many of these parents and children had come to us through 2009 in absolute desperation. The desperate single mother of 6, close to abandoning her children. The hopeless grandmother caring for her abandoned granddaughter, struggling to carry her through the harsh streets on her back. The confused family with no understanding as to what’s wrong with their child. The forgotten and abandoned child of Grace, so delicate and close to death. The children who couldn’t walk. The children who’d be left in their homes with no opportunity to integrate into life. The children who were close to never seeing their families again. An ocean of individuals carrying between them a weight of desperation more than we could possibly imagine. Each with their own tragic and painful story of suffering.

Yet, at our leaving party we saw a room before us of transformed faces. A room which just over a year ago was an old warn down empty shell. A room which now glowed with warmth and love, children’s paintings on the wall, toys scattered around. The single mother of 6, close to abandoning her children, now reunited with her husband, with a job, and all 6 children still in her care. A single mother empowered to care for her children as she thought she’d never be able to do. The grandmother offered physical support through a buggy, and our support so she could re-energise each week. The family who’ve been offered the opportunity to understand their child, and recognise their child is a child. To learn to play with them, to love them, to cherish them. Grace, the child so close to death, alive and well, adopted into the loving home of a Haitian family who adore her. The children close to being abandoned and forgotten by their families reunited and restored. Children who couldn’t walk, walking. Those who couldn’t talk, talking. Those who never smiled, smiling. Those close to death, alive. An ocean of individuals who have been offered hope, love and dignity. Who have been transformed. Who have captured how special and precious their children are, and how special they are.

Over 50 families on a program we originally thought would support about 15! 50 families offered a transformational service thanks to you. I wish each of you could have stood before that crowd of faces saying goodbye to us. I wish you could have received the gifts, the kiss on the cheek, the hug. I wish you could have been sung too. It’s you who deserve the thanks. It’s you who have bought hope where there was none.

The Children’s Home progresses well even in our absence, and in the coming weeks we’ll let you know some exciting developments for its work in 2010! Next time I’ll try and share a little about our goodbye to the spinal patients. Thanks for everything! Please continue to remember the appeal in your thoughts and prayers. So much has been done, but so much more needs to be done! There’s more children out there who need the opportunity to be children!


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One comes, one goes...
Posted by at 10:03 am, May 5th 2010.

Well, it’s been longer than we’d hoped before writing this blog. As always huge apologies. Like many thousands of others,we got stranded away from home in transit on our way back from Haiti because of the volcano. Since being back it’s been a rollercoaster of emotions, catching up with friends and families, and continuing to progress the work of the appeal.

It’s been a real privilege to have already had the opportunity to thank a whole range of different groups and individuals who have made the work possible in the last few months, and indeed years. The work doesn’t stop though. In Haiti the Spinal Unit progresses well, with specialist spinal teams from Canada coming and going. Last week we had a new patient come to the unit, another victim of the earthquake it great need of support, even three months on. Like many others, he lost his complete family in the earthquake. Yet, as one patient comes, another leaves! Today, one of our patients is being discharged which is great news. It’s a strange mix of emotions saying goodbye to families we have come to know in such a deep and personal way. Especially when we know that they will be returning home to nothing more than a tent. Yet, it is another life saved and transformed thanks to your support!

Even though Reninca and I won’t be in Haiti for a month or two, the support is still urgently needed. Our hope and prayer is that you won’t loose interest in the heart of our work whilst we’re not actively on the ground there. As mentioned before previously, the blog will continue keeping you up to date with things happening on the ground here and in Haiti.

We still aim to write a little reflective blog about our time in Haiti, which I hope we can pull together in the next week. At the moment it’s hard to process all our thoughts and emotions on our own, let alone find a way to try and express them in a blog. I’m not sure if anyone has seen The Hurt Locker, but I often feel a little like the soldier in the supermarket at the end. It is strange settling back into life here, and to be honest, Reninca and I would value your prayers and support as much now as we’ve ever done. For us, this is out of our comfort zone. However, being here gives us the chance to try and help progress the work, and it’s a humbling privilege to meet some of our recent supporters.

One major way I’m trying to do that is through speaking at churches, schools, youth groups, businesses and the like. If you think your church, work place, university etc would be interested in hearing more about the work you’ve helped support, please get in touch! I can’t promise we’ll be able to come, but we’ll certainly try our best!


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Each day a gift from God
Posted by at 2:15 am, April 18th 2010.

So much has happened in the last few weeks, it’s been almost impossible to keep up with things. We’ve had teams come and go, helicopters in and out, trips to PAP back and forth, and the continuous daily activities of the children’s home and clinic.

Since the last blog I’ve had the privilege to visit PAP to try and find the family of one of our spinal patients, Tadune. Amidst the chaos of the earthquake, she was carried off for hospital and had never seen or heard from them since. She knew where her sister used to work, and so under the blistering sun of Haiti we drove through PAP to find her beloved family. Amazingly, we found the sister almost as soon as we started looking. I will never forget the face of this sister when I handed her the phone to speak with Tadune. The family thought she’d died, and it was an incredibly moving and humbling opportunity to try and reunite them all. The next day we drove back to Cap in the ambulance with Tadunes husband, child and sister. The reunion was incredibly moving, mixed with a range of emotions –relief, joy, sadness at Tadune’s injury, disbelief.

On that same trip I had the opportunity to drop our first discharged patient home. Stephanie got bought down with my brother Glyn in a helicopter to PAP. We picked Stephanie up and drove her and her husband through the streets that have become such a part of my life in recent months to her home. It was clearly moving for her being reunited with the scene where she became victim to such horrific spinal injuries. It was incredible seeing Stephanie walk through her neighborhood being greeted by friends and family. A few months before she’d arrived at our site bed bound, with a future of uncertainty and fear. Now she was gleaming, walking with pride and a great sense of purpose and hope.

Many spinal specialists who have been to our site have commented on how strange some of the things that are happening on our ward are. One said that according to all the medical books, the things we’ve been seeing shouldn’t be happening. He wasn’t talking negatively; it was an observation on the swift recovery of some, on some who are alive who medically shouldn’t be. It has been commented on that something strange is happening on these wards that defies medical understanding at times. When we discussed this some of us couldn’t help but say, ‘how many wards do you know in the world where every patient prays together?’ Do I believe in miracles? Based on the events of the last few months, even if I didn’t before, I can’t help but believe now. Incredible, humbling, awe-inspiring. These patients are truly the most incredible people you have ever met. One of our patients called Samuel will never walk again, he is a quadriplegic. However, the other day when introduced to the Mayor of Cap-Haitien, he said to the Mayor with his typical gleaming, warm and peaceful smile that he’s thankful to God for his survival, for every day is a gift from God.

Even with the above said, many of our patients are by no means out of the woods, and your lasting prayers for them is still greatly needed. Without some more miracles the prognosis of many isn’t great. Despite the wonder of Gods grace within that ward, there is still a long road of suffering ahead for many. Yet, as we said in our blog about Pascale’s death, we worship a God who suffers in the suffering.

Some of you may be aware that Reninca and I have just left Haiti. We’ve actually been asked to return to the UK for some time to help progress the work of the charity there. It’s been an incredibly moving week saying goodbye to so many, and we’ll update you with how that went and some more up to date stories in the coming week. For those of you who enjoy these blogs, do not worry, they won’t be stopping. We’ll be sharing more stories from the last few months. Stories we’ve not had the time to write about. We’ll also be keeping you up to date with what’s happening on the ground in Haiti still, as well as what we’re up to with the appeal in the UK. There is plenty more to share, and we hope you’ll continue to join with us and the people of Haiti in this little journey of ours.

We’ll be writing a specific blog in the next week about our leaving. Though we’ve physically left though, our hearts remain with those we’ve left. Pop back soon to read more…


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Make a stand this Easter
Posted by at 10:29 pm, March 29th 2010.

Hi everyone,

Perhaps most significantly this week Jenson was flown back to be reunited with his family which was fantastic! It was very sad saying good bye to him, but a beautiful end to our time with him seeing the little chap reunited with his mum and dad! Pastor Saddock, our Haitian administrator went in the helicopter with Reninca, Anj and Ray. He’d obviously never been in a helicopter, and the whole experience was something he’ll never forget!

All the aid from the containers that you so generously donated has now been distributed to different refugees from the disaster around the country. Our volunteers have worked tirelessly on this, and it’s been amazing to see the joy and hope bought to so many through this help. Today the team are sorting through some medical supplies which I hope to distribute to some smaller struggling rural clinics in the coming week. Unfortunately some of the smaller health centres have been struggling post earthquake with providing medications. Partly because of the economic situation which has made it even harder for many people to afford health care. Many people relied upon support from families based in Port au Prince, which in the majority of cases simply isn’t possible anymore.

One of our paraplegic patients is now close to being allowed home. It really has been wonderful to watch the lives of individuals on this new ward transformed! For this particular lady, and I fear many others, the sad reality is that they have nowhere to return to after their care with us has finished. Even before the earthquake this lady didn’t have a home. It’s a problem many hospitals are facing, especially as there is pressure on some to remain open as kind of refugee camps. Yet in a country where health was already a major issue and the need so great, this simply isn’t possible. It is frustrating and numbing to know how many return to the desperate reality of tent village’s, villages they may remain in for many months and years to come.

The other day I went to the border between Haiti and The Dominican to pick up my brother Glyn and his wife Pippa. I was interested to find warning posters up about child kidnapping. As I have described in previous blogs, child trafficking in Haiti is a huge issue, with many kids unjustly and illegally taken from Haiti into the Dominican. Here they are often sold to sugar and paper plantations, and enslaved into a horrific cycle of injustice. It was a timely reminder for me of the horrific human trafficking situation around the world, especially at Easter; a time when the majority of us flood to the shops to by chocolate. What many people don’t know, or choose to forget, is that over a third of the world’s chocolate comes from the Ivory Coast, where large numbers of children and adults in forced labor are used as slaves in chocolate production. Thousands of these children are trafficked from their families, and beaten and enslaved upon the cocoa farms. One such victim, a boy called Victor who was trafficked from Mali said: “Tell your children that they have bought something that I suffered to make. When they are eating chocolate they are eating my flesh.”

Many have written to us over the last year saying they wish they could join us more physically in the fight against poverty. I guess especially since people have witnessed the tragic images of the earthquake there has been a renewed desire to get more involved. Well, this Easter, we all have that opportunity. To make a stand against injustice and put an end to slavery. Together, simply through committing to only buying fairly traded chocolate we can make a stand. Look for the fair-trade label on your chocolate. If it doesn’t have it, don’t buy it. It may cost us a little more, but it costs children like Victor far less.

Some of you may wonder what this has to do with a blog about Haiti. Well, Reninca and I have witnessed the reality of child trafficking first hand this year, and it’s something we’re keen to stand against. Help a boy like Victor in Mali, and in turn as a movement begins, you’ll be helping the children of Haiti in places like the Dominican sugar plantations. It’s a simple way you can join with the world’s poor and forgotten this Easter. We can all buy into a fairer world, whether that’s for the future of Haiti, or the future of humanity as a whole.

For more info visit: www.stopthetraffik.org


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Dedications
Posted by at 10:29 pm, March 22nd 2010.

Hey everyone!

Firstly, huge apologies for not writing sooner. The hours soon turn to days, which turn to weeks, and before we know it, months have passed by. Every day is a blur, and the post earthquake rollercoaster keeps going!

This time last year we were met by a desperate single mother, feeling forced through her poverty to try and abandon her two twins. Two little celebrities now for all you followers of the Haiti Hospital Appeal...Widlin and Wilnese. I’ll never forget first meeting them when they were so small, Wilnese we thought just days, weeks, or months from dying. The Children’s Home heart has always been to support families, to draw alongside them, to offer them the love, care and encouragement they need to care for their own children – rather than take their kids away from them. Widlin and Wilnese’s story was one of the most heartbreaking this time last year. Yet, two weeks ago we had the privilege to attend a small church up a mountain side to witness them both get dedicated. What was so touching for me was that their father stood besides their mum, together, committing publically their love for these kids, something we’d have only dreamt of this time last year. They were both adorable in their little outfits.

Afterwards we were invited to their home for a party. A small humble little concrete hut up a mountain in an impoverished area. They’d borrowed some paint from the children’s home and decorated their little front room especially. They’d also laid out a lovely little spread, with a few chicken legs, some rice, and a few other nibbles. There was more food than I guess their humble little table had ever had before. Yet, even though I am sure this was the biggest meal this family had ever had, we were the first to be served, and some of the only to receive the small amount of meat. The chicken legs were shared around after we’d all had a little nibble, and we were humbled to watch as the kids even ate the bones.

Yesterday we had another dedication! Grace, another little celebrity of the appeal in recent weeks was dedicated at her local church by her foster family! To see the ethos of the children’s home becoming a reality was incredible. To see disabled children loved in the way other children are, out in the public eye, with all to see was truly amazing, and left Reninca and I with tears in our eyes! It is of course all thanks to your help. Without your help, perhaps Widlin and Wilnese would have been abandoned, and perhaps without your support Grace would have been left to die when we found her so fragile and weak.

Along with these highs we’ve also witnessed some of our paraplegic patients take their first steps this week! Truly incredible, and a testament to the love they have received by all our volunteers here! We also had a meeting with an NGO called Healing Hands, who are one of Haiti’s leading rehab/disability groups. They were really impressed by what they saw and keen to get on board. They’ll be partnering with us in the coming months providing specialist rehab teams! They said before the earthquake there were no specialist spinal units, and in their understanding we are now just one of two in the whole country.

The hard work of our teams has also continued, and in the last few weeks huge amounts of aid has been distributed. Some to Port au Prince, others to displaced people around the country. Michelle, Maria, Ray, Kieran and Ceri have done a fantastic job sorting through all the aid and travelling for hours and hours to get it to the neediest. I was heartbroken in Port au Prince to see how many people are still living without the appropriate amount of aid. There are far more people without decent tents than there are with. Most still hide beneath old bed sheets, held up by a few bits of wood. Others have accepted their sad fate and have transformed their tents into little corrugated shanty towns, with the expectation that these will now be their homes forever.
Helicopters seem to land on site every other day, bringing spinal patients in and out for operations with Milot hospital who have been doing a great job providing operations! On Wednesday little Jenson will be flown by helicopter to the very south of the island to be reunited with his family which is fantastic!

On Saturday night we dealt with a serious road traffic accident until about 10pm. At 1am our ambulance was called out again, this time to a collapsed house. Some tremors had been reported, and as a result a large house in Cap-Haitien completely collapsed killing three people and injuring another 7. Jacquelyn went to the scene and worked courageously through the night. Apparently we were the only ambulance at the scene, and many people across Cap have been thankful of our presence.

As always, the last few weeks have been full of many highs and lows, and its only when I start to sit and reflect that I realise quite how much has been achieved! As we always say, this is simply down to you! Nothing can be done on the ground here without you!

Please keep up the support and pop back soon. We promise we’ll update the blog sooner than last time!


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Dedications
Posted by at 10:29 pm, March 22nd 2010.

Hey everyone!

Firstly, huge apologies for not writing sooner. The hours soon turn to days, which turn to weeks, and before we know it, months have passed by. Every day is a blur, and the post earthquake rollercoaster keeps going!

This time last year we were met by a desperate single mother, feeling forced through her poverty to try and abandon her two twins. Two little celebrities now for all you followers of the Haiti Hospital Appeal...Widlin and Wilnese. I’ll never forget first meeting them when they were so small, Wilnese we thought just days, weeks, or months from dying. The Children’s Home heart has always been to support families, to draw alongside them, to offer them the love, care and encouragement they need to care for their own children – rather than take their kids away from them. Widlin and Wilnese’s story was one of the most heartbreaking this time last year. Yet, two weeks ago we had the privilege to attend a small church up a mountain side to witness them both get dedicated. What was so touching for me was that their father stood besides their mum, together, committing publically their love for these kids, something we’d have only dreamt of this time last year. They were both adorable in their little outfits.

Afterwards we were invited to their home for a party. A small humble little concrete hut up a mountain in an impoverished area. They’d borrowed some paint from the children’s home and decorated their little front room especially. They’d also laid out a lovely little spread, with a few chicken legs, some rice, and a few other nibbles. There was more food than I guess their humble little table had ever had before. Yet, even though I am sure this was the biggest meal this family had ever had, we were the first to be served, and some of the only to receive the small amount of meat. The chicken legs were shared around after we’d all had a little nibble, and we were humbled to watch as the kids even ate the bones.

Yesterday we had another dedication! Grace, another little celebrity of the appeal in recent weeks was dedicated at her local church by her foster family! To see the ethos of the children’s home becoming a reality was incredible. To see disabled children loved in the way other children are, out in the public eye, with all to see was truly amazing, and left Reninca and I with tears in our eyes! It is of course all thanks to your help. Without your help, perhaps Widlin and Wilnese would have been abandoned, and perhaps without your support Grace would have been left to die when we found her so fragile and weak.

Along with these highs we’ve also witnessed some of our paraplegic patients take their first steps this week! Truly incredible, and a testament to the love they have received by all our volunteers here! We also had a meeting with an NGO called Healing Hands, who are one of Haiti’s leading rehab/disability groups. They were really impressed by what they saw and keen to get on board. They’ll be partnering with us in the coming months providing specialist rehab teams! They said before the earthquake there were no specialist spinal units, and in their understanding we are now just one of two in the whole country.

The hard work of our teams has also continued, and in the last few weeks huge amounts of aid has been distributed. Some to Port au Prince, others to displaced people around the country. Michelle, Maria, Ray, Kieran and Ceri have done a fantastic job sorting through all the aid and travelling for hours and hours to get it to the neediest. I was heartbroken in Port au Prince to see how many people are still living without the appropriate amount of aid. There are far more people without decent tents than there are with. Most still hide beneath old bed sheets, held up by a few bits of wood. Others have accepted their sad fate and have transformed their tents into little corrugated shanty towns, with the expectation that these will now be their homes forever.
Helicopters seem to land on site every other day, bringing spinal patients in and out for operations with Milot hospital who have been doing a great job providing operations! On Wednesday little Jenson will be flown by helicopter to the very south of the island to be reunited with his family which is fantastic!

On Saturday night we dealt with a serious road traffic accident until about 10pm. At 1am our ambulance was called out again, this time to a collapsed house. Some tremors had been reported, and as a result a large house in Cap-Haitien completely collapsed killing three people and injuring another 7. Jacquelyn went to the scene and worked courageously through the night. Apparently we were the only ambulance at the scene, and many people across Cap have been thankful of our presence.

As always, the last few weeks have been full of many highs and lows, and its only when I start to sit and reflect that I realise quite how much has been achieved! As we always say, this is simply down to you! Nothing can be done on the ground here without you!

Please keep up the support and pop back soon. We promise we’ll update the blog sooner than last time!


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Jenson
Posted by Reninca Hill at 7:04 pm, March 8th 2010.



Baby jenson
This has been a very exciting week with major things happening. The first and most exciting is the opening of our ward. We have seen this ward in various stages of construction over the past 3 years.
Yesterday the patients moved in and are very happy in their new ward. They have new hospital beds, shelves, mattresses and chairs from the container as well as packages of clothes, sheets and toiletries. It is wonderful to see – we are very grateful to Fiona, Leanne and Hattie who have all been wonderful in helping set this up. It is wonderful as the doors can be opened and the patients can see in and out. They are paraplegics so most have not seen the outside in over a month. They are very happy and this is all crucial to their development in remaining postitive.
Five of our patients have had operations this week which has been wonderful, they have been helicoptered in and out which has been wonderful thanks to the persuasion of Jo and Terry and the German Response team. They are now recovering but pleased to be back in their home here with us.
We have also got a new child at the children’s home Jenson. Jenson is 18 months old and has hydrocaephelus his head is 83cm wide in diameter. He was in Milo hospital in a corner of the room – but had to be covered as people would just stare at him. His parents arrived from Port au Prince after the disaster looking for help for him – they said to wait for an operation from the neurosurgeon. His parents are 17 and the mother is pregnant with another baby. They have gone back to Port au prince to be with their family but just don’t have anything left after the earthquake inorder to look after Jenson properly. Jenson is a lovely, lovely little boy with a gorgeous personality who loves lots of kisses. We were all a bit gutted yesterday when the neurosurgeon visited and said his head is too large to operate and his only option now is palliative care. We must all pray for little Jenson – if he lived in the Western World he would have had the operation months ago and not being just left. We don’t know how long he has to live, but the staff at the children’s home want to make sure they are full of happiness and love, helping empower his parents to look after him.
After the sadness of hearing that. It was wonderful for our teams to load up our new truck full of aid to drive down to Port au prince. As we speak they are in Port au prince distributing aid to some of the churches and areas most affected by the earthquake. This is the first of many trips filled with food, clothes, and all sorts of supplies.
Thank you to everyone for your support. It was amazing to see the truck leave this morning. Please pray for safe journeys and for little jenson.


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Video Blogs
Posted by Carwyn at 8:31 pm, March 6th 2010.

Hi guys,

Just a quicky. Over the last few weeks since the earthquake we’ve been keeping short little video diaries to help share the reality of what you’ve been helping to achieve out here on the ground!
Please take a little look. They are a little rough around the edges and very short, but we hope they offer a glimpse of our life out here. Please just copy the links below and place them into your internet browser window.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cS27NJIQA-8 – Haiti Hospital Appeal Earthquake Relief Diary 3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeePk-EAjZ4 – Haiti Hospital Appeal Earthquake Relief Diary 2

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cxu9R6r0LKg – Haiti Hospital Appeal Earthquake Relief Diary 1

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FqNy5fBa9o – Haiti Hospital Appeal Earthquake Response

If you like them, please feel free to use them for your church, work place, university, house group, youth group, school etc etc...

Thanks everyone!


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Containers Arrive
Posted by Reninca Hill at 9:37 pm, March 3rd 2010.

We apologise for not writing for so long. It has been some of the most exciting couple of weeks in Haiti with lots happening.
After the sadness of Pascales funeral life continued at the clinic. Dr Touissant returned to work after the funeral and has been a pillar of strength. The clinic returned to normal after the busy group and are patients in the hospital grew happier as they felt more at home. We sadly said goodbye to Morgan, Saqib and Rachel who’s impact on us and the hospital have been sadly missed.
They were replaced by a wonderful team who arrived eager to work. They are using their skills in the local hospital, training staff, supporting Haitian staff and offering love and support when needed. On Saturday myself and a volunteer Kieran woke very early to go to the boarder to find our containers. The normal Haitian bureaucracy meant that approximately 20 office visits later and 3 hours later our containers were free. This was an answer to unbelievable prayer. It was amazing driving to the clinic being followed by 3 40ft containers. On the ground Carwyn had spent the morning preparing staff to unload the containers and preparing the surgical ward to which all the items were to be placed.
As we arrived on site the vehicles backed up to the different entrances the containers could be unloaded from. The Haitians then set up lines to pass boxes along. Things were put in rough areas with clothes, medication, equipment and food being the main areas of division. It was absolutely overwhelming to see the equipment being delivered. To see things I had seen being dropped of at the various schools, churches or front rooms of people to actually being here in Haiti was unbelievable. We could not believe the quantity of things and the equipment just kept coming.
It was incredibly exciting to see new hospital beds and mattresses for patients- proper medical equipment you just could not access here in Haiti being delivered so that we can offer lifesaving treatment.
Once all the equipment was unloaded – they unloaded the containers on to our site so they can be used for storage and various things in the future. The team of Ray, Kieran, Michelle, Maria and Ceri have arrived with the task of organising and distributing the aid. Today they have been busy sorting out family packages from the equipment and distributing aid to the families in the hospital who lost everything in the earthquake. Tears and laughter have been shared both by the team distributing the aid and the people receiving. It is overwhelming and humbling to see.
Everyone at the Haiti Hospital Appeal and especially us here on the ground who have the privilege of seeing all the stuff want to thank every single person who has been involved in donating, packing, lifting, driving, etc, etc all the equipment. The Haitian peoples lives are being affected and changed through your generosity. Next week we hope to travel to Port au Prince and distribute down there working with various organisations who we know who work in Port au prince. You can be assured all the aid is getting to the people who need it.
The week has continued as normal with lots of meetings and planning for the future. Carwyn is currently in Port au Prince having travelled down via UN helicopter for an important rehab meeting with all the organisations working together to make a strategy for the future. We are all very excited about the future of the projects. Today one of our patients got airlifted to the hospital down the road for a life saving operation – please keep her in your prayers.
Thank you for your continued support, love and prayers – it really is impacting Haiti. Thank you.


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A tragic day ..
Posted by Reninca Hil at 12:20 am, February 21st 2010.




Yesterday we attended the funeral of Pascal e, this was a tragic occasion. Haitian funerals involve a lot of open grief including screaming and crying. But I think for Carwyn, myself and our team gave us the chance to cry, grieve, mourn and the space we needed.
Carwyn and I attended the service for close family and friends on Thursday night. This was held at the funeral home as Dr Touissant and his wife arrived they both more or less had to be carried in as were stumbling at the tradegy of it all. They have a large family who are a large unit but are all as confused and numb at this loss. This service included different choirs singing, readings and prayers.
Yesterday we woke up but having 5 visitors we had to try and find things to wear. This is not something easy, but thanks to our wonderful staff we managed to find enough clothes for everyone to be presentable in black and white. We all travelled in traditional Haitian way in a tap tap for 11 people but had about 23. When we arrived at First Baptist church the team were in awe of how big the church was and at just how full the church with about 800 people present. We kissed Dr Touissant and his wife who were just stricken in grief. The service started with songs from the choir. Dr Touissant and his wife took the podium to share about their precious daughter Pascale. He explained her life and the things she used to love. He was trying so hard to be strong in this moment of utter tragedy, but faltered and needed support many times. Afterwards him and his wife sung a song to their precious daughter accompanied by Mdm Inzunga. This was beautiful to hear them singing out in praise to the Lord.
There were so many people there – we were sitting by the school children from Pascale’s school. Seeing those little children sobbing for their friend was heartbreakinfg. The service continued with a preach, readings and songs. Dr Touissant requested that everyone together recite Psalm 100 – this is about rejoicing to the Lord for all the good things. Even in a time of utter pain all the Touissant family wanted everyone to do was to praise Jesus. This was incredibly humbling and overwhelming.
The service ended with everyone singing Pascale’s favourite song - about courage in everything you do as God is with you. A very poignant song to end on! The screams of Mdm Touissant and her family were audible as their grief was realised. Everyone in our team was in tears throughout the service as everyone grieved in their own way.
We all travelled in convoy to the grave. This was very dignified but as the final prayer was said and her little coffin slowly lowered into the grave the family just crumbled and most had to be carried away crying and screaming. Our heart particulary went to our dear friend Mdm Evelyn who works at our clinic as our laborotrist. She was aunty to Pascale and her grief was understandable.
Please continue to pray for this precious, precious family.


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In memory of Pascale
Posted by Carwyn at 11:19 pm, February 16th 2010.

It is with the deepest sadness, perhaps the deepest I have ever felt here in Haiti, that I write to share of the tragic death of our medical directors 8 year old daughter, Pascale Toussaint.

Yesterday afternoon we received the news that one of Cap-Haitians schools had collapsed. We grabbed a couple of our UK medical team who were at our hospital site helping some of the victims of Port au Prince and rushed to the scene. In my mind as we drove I had hoped this rumour would not be true. Yet, as we drove along the main road to the scene it was obvious from the crowds of people that it was. It was a road I’d driven down a thousand times, and it was to a school I knew well.

For the first few months of our time in Haiti, Reninca and I had lived in a small hotel called the Bris de Mer just opposite this school. On countless occasions we had bumped into Dr Toussaint as he dropped off or picked up his cherpy, bright smiling little daughter.

This time the outside of the school was flooded with hundreds of panicked people. Amidst all of the chaos as we parked the ambulance up and tried to squeeze through the ocean of people I came across a very familiar face, one that broke my heart to see. Dr Toussaint’s wife pushed through the crowds, overcome with grief and pain as she sought to find out whether her beloved daughter was alive or not. Moments later we passed through the gates which were guarded by the UN and Haitian Police, and entered into the schools humble little playground. There before me was a man I have come to deeply respect, love and admire, as a colleague, doctor, dear friend and brother in Christ. Dr Toussaint and I embraced as if we hadn’t seen each others in years. Our hands grasped around each other in a way that expressed more than a thousand words could.

He had been there for hours, yet still had no news of whether Pascale was alive or not. The school had not collapsed, but a mud slide had occurred after a reported tremor the night before, and heavy rain. The little primary school that holds about 75 kids was at the foot of this mountain side. I guided Dr Toussaint out onto the road to unite him with his wife who’d just arrived. Overcome with fear she fell to her knees screaming to him about whether he’d found Pascale or not.

We returned through the school gates and waited in silent, desperate anticipation as the fireman searched for bodies. When we arrived they thought only one boy was trapped, yet as the hour passed the story changed. It became clear there were in fact four children. Four little kids who always sat together in the same place. Four best friends.

After an eternity of waiting, in which time we’d set up a small emergency room with our three stretchers, there was a sudden outpour of emotion. We all looked up towards the stairs where a group of panicked men charged down carrying the body of a young girl. Amidst the panic, they passed by our medics and threw the little girl into another ambulance on the scene. Amidst the chaos I hadn’t managed to catch a clear site as to whether this girl was Pascale or not.

However, just moments later two little rucksacks were bought down from where the mud slide had taken place. I looked into one, left covered in mud, and their found a book with Pascale’s surname on it. A little while later news came through that the first child’s father had entered the ambulance. The man told us, ‘the girl’s father was a doctor.’ ‘A paediatric doctor?’ we asked, ‘Dr Toussaint?’ The answer I’d feared returned. ‘Yes.’ I wanted to scream out in pain. It’s as if all the dead people I’d seen in the last weeks since the earthquake came alive in my heart, as if all the pain and suffering I’d tried to hold in for weeks desperately cried out to be released. Holding back the tears, our team offered support, and silently we sat and stood. It was not the place to release our pain whilst we awaited the news of three other children.

After what seemed like another hour, though it could have been more or less, that similar noise of commotion began again as the second child was found and bought down.
I was privileged and honoured to stand besides our medical volunteers and try and assist in any small way I could to resuscitate this little 8 year old boy called Samuel with them. He was found dead, and after a long effort Saqib and Fiona, our two on site medics agreed there was no point in continuing. They led us through this situation in an incredibly professional, loving and dignified manner. As we pulled away from Samuel, a few of us sought to re-dress him and leave him ready for his parents.

After another short period of waiting once Samuel had been taken away two other girls got bundled down the stair well onto our stretchers. Again, the team together sought to resuscitate both, yet it was clear these girls were like Samuel and Pascale beyond the point of our help. Never the less, I was proud to have stood behind this Haiti Hospital Appeal team, and offer these children the best chance they could have had.

After all our efforts it was a tragic end to place these children into body bags and carry them out into our ambulance and off to the morgue. We drove silently from the school as hundreds upon hundreds of people watched on, held back by the UN. Myself and Morgan stood by and watched as parents came to identify their children in the morgue, before seeing them placed in such an undignified but typically Haitian way upon the stark tiled floor.

After dropping the team back at our site, myself, Reninca and a few others drove to Dr Toussaint’s house to pass on our condolences. We sat, with what few words we could think to offer, and stared upon a mother and father who within a space of a few moments had lost their only daughter.

It is at such times as this that questions of suffering no doubt play on your mind. Mine, perhaps more than most. I have seen some incredibly stark, unjust, horrific, and tragic scenes since working in Haiti, particularly in the last four weeks; but with the deep personal connection this was by far the worst.

I would ask that you would all remember Dr Toussaint and his family at this difficult and tragic time in your prayers. As I think I said in a blog just after the earthquake, the pain and suffering of Haiti has haunted these people long before January 12th, and it will do so long after without our help. This was an all too clear and cruel reminder to me as to why we’re here. Do I feel lost and in pain? Yes, more than I have ever experienced in Haiti. However, as I stood alone this morning I was reminded of a funeral service I once heard about a boy I’d known at my secondary school called Sunil Thomas who’d died as a teenager. At his funeral hundreds came wondering how this tragedy could have been allowed. A dear friend of his family stood up and emotionally proclaimed that Christianity does not claim to provide the answer to suffering, but that it does offer a God who shares in that suffering. Offer a God who sent his son to share in the brokenness of this fallen world. To offer a son to lead a movement of people, a body, a family, to share as he shared. To take the suffering of others upon ourselves. To become burdened by the burden of others. Suffering is too big an issue to explore in one blog, but so too is the God I believe in. Yet what I do know, even with my questions and thoughts that numb my mind, is that as Christ wept at the suffering of humans whilst on earth, Christ weeps today besides Dr Toussaint and his family. If anyone knows what it is too loose an only child, it is the God of the cross who today I cry out too.

Our job is not too simply share in the suffering of those we love like I do Dr Toussaint. Our job is to do this for the world. To share, and to suffer. It’s been a motto of mine in Haiti for many years. Today, I know it more than I ever thought I would.

Rest in peace Pascale, Samuel and all your dear friends.


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Valentines Day Party for Quake Survivors
Posted by 15th Feb 2010 - by Reninca at 5:04 pm, February 16th 2010.

I arrived back in Haiti last week and was absolutely amazed by what I saw. The whole site has been transformed. People were busy working everywhere, on the buildings, in the clinic and in the hospital. We have one ward which is fully functioning and currently has 12 patients being treated inside. They are all paraplegics and quadriplegics and the care they are getting is outstanding. It is truly amazing.

When I arrived we had Liz and Fiona from the medical team who were staying with us and had been busy along with our Haitian staff setting up the ward. The rest of the team had been working tirelessley in Port au Prince doing great work. Too our delight Fiona has agreed to stay an extra 2 months which is absolutely wonderful. She has incredible skills and it allows for continuity between teams. A new team arrived on Thursday and every member has been fantastic. Every single one of them have been so brilliant at getting on; it’s as if they’ve been here forever.

A highlight for this team was definately last night for Valentines Day. The team are keen to keep spirits up as much as possible so decided to celebrate the event. We had a cake – a special “I love yo”u cake! Stickers, sweets, a drink and decorated the wards with banners and balloons. We all walked in singing. happy valentines to you, happy valentines to you etc… It was amazing watching the responses of the patients and families. They were overjoyed and loved the special attention. It was really a blessing to see love in action.

Grace is continuing to develop and her head is getting smaller everyday. She is an absolute joy to be with and the staff, (especially Nancy) are completely in love with her.

Today has been a completely overwhelming day. Our team have continued to work hard in our ward with the patients they now know and love. However the rest of the site has been a mass of activity. About 500 people arrived this morning as we are currently hosting a team of 30 doctors, surgeons, pastors, nurses and other medical professionals who have come to give their services and resources for free. They will be performing surgeries and seeing patients all week. There are many people who have been truly blessed by the opportunity to see such specialist doctors.

As I write Carwyn is on an ambulance call as we just heard a school has collapsed in Cap-Haitien. Please keep them in your prayers.


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Letter for George
Posted by Carwyn at 9:36 pm, February 6th 2010.

If I were in the UK today as a Welshman I'd have probably been sitting in a strop over today’s result against England. If I'm honest, even thousands of miles away I felt a tad gutted about the result. Having checked up on BBC sport the final score, I walked across from my office to our completed ward. Last week you'll have read that this ward housed an American operating team who offered urgent surgery on many victims, including a little toddler who'd been buried for three days. This week the ward is in use again, but in a very different way. Walking from the disappointment of the rugby I enter into one of the rooms in the ward where I'm greeted by a gleaming, warm, peaceful smile from a 38 year old man called George. George has been left paralysed, yet incredibly like so many Haitians wears a smile of such warmth and depth that I'm humbled. I'm humbled, moved, challenged, and sad. Sad, yet in awe. In awe of a man who within a few short seconds a few weeks ago went from walking freely, to now being left paralytic, yet faithfully lies before God reading his Bible, reciting what he reads, and greeting those around him with such love. He's not alone. In the next few days our ward will have 12 paraplegics, some accompanied by friends/family, some not.

It's strange now knowing that most media coverage has stopped, or at least faded considerably. For me, in some ways the media was a strange companion here. Not the journalists themselves, though we met some great ones, but more the stories they passed on. It was as if through them the whole world was stood besides Haiti. Now that they've started leaving I cannot help but fear that the world will leave too. Perhaps not even deliberately. I'd encourage all who read this to remember the folks like George who battle one, who still need to be remembered, who still need to be loved.

As I write this, across from where George lays, a buzz of excitement fills another ward currently unfinished, as workman push forward to get another building complete, ready for more patients. There is a hospital about 16kms from us which is bursting at the seams, patients sleeping on the floor, others crammed into tents. In the coming weeks we'll be acting as an overflow for them receiving many more patients from PAP.

Our first UK medical team have also been incredibly busy, some heading up an intensive care unit in PAP, others leading the work with bad wounds. The stories they share of their time in PAP are for some shocking, though I guess for others like I an average day in Haiti. Issues of terrible sanitation, women and babies dying in child birth due to a lack of sterilised forceps, materials running out. To the world, these are all earthquake related. To those who live in Haiti they are just a continuation of problems faced every day; long before the earthquake, and unless we act long after.

We continue to put your generosity into action. More aid trips have been done in the last week transporting several tons of food/aid. More patients served at our health centre. The list of what you're achieving goes on and on. I've probably been the most tired I've ever been this last week, as have most workers out here in Haiti. Yet God carries us forth, as does your continuous love and support. A week ago my mum told me about a little girl we know called Amy gave all her Christmas money to Haiti. Today I got an e-mail from an 8 year old called Francis who did a sponsored bike ride for the appeal and raised almost £200. I don't think I've ever met him, but he just wanted to write to tell me what he'd done and encourage me, to tell me he was thinking about us. You will never know how humbling and touching such e-mails and acts of love are. Not just for me, but more importantly for those like George.

As well as offering financial support, if any of you have the time, please feel free to write to some of our patients. It would be good to write to them as a group rather than individually. Just something short, a little prayer perhaps, a word of encouragement. I'll have them read out each day to the patients. Feel free to get your school, churches, work places to do the same. Just e-mail: carwyn@haitihospitalappeal.org and put the topic as 'A letter for George.' I won't be able to reply to the e-mails, but rest assured they'll be read out.

Lastly, you can also check out a short film made from our first trip to Haiti at: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2FqNy5fBa9o.

Thanks for your continued love and support!

Love you all,

Carwyn



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The hospital begins...
Posted by Carwyn at 1:54 am, January 31st 2010.

This blog may possibly be the worse I’ve ever written. I’m exhausted and feel that my brain becomes a little smaller every day.

Morgan and Chris arrived a few days ago and have been absolute life savers! I really couldn’t have coped without them. Within an hour of being here they were painting our caesarean section operating room. A ward which wasn’t meant to be open for some time. However, the following day we were expecting a team of over 20 American surgeons and so desperately sought to finish this room. It was incredible – within 24 hours the room went from an empty shell into a fully operational operating suite. A wonderful team of Americans arrived who have bought real hope and healing not only physically, but also psychologically and spiritually. They saw about 60 patients on their first day and had the chance to operate on some.

It was a surreal dream come true. Amidst all the pain and exhaustion of this horrific time in Haiti, I could see the seeds of years of hard labor from many begin to bear fruit. It’s a strange time to bear fruit, but perhaps the most significant and needed time in recent Haitian history. Amidst all the darkness, a real light and hope was bought in with this team which will resonate long after their departure.

The night before they arrived and our centre also delivered its first baby. Finally it would seem our maternity unit is ready. She was a young mother from the local area, but what a joy that baby bought to me, the clinic, and the place as a whole. She wasn’t born in our maternity ward as it’s not yet finished, however, this week we’re expecting up to 40 post op patients to arrive from the US Army Hospital ships. I’ve been in meetings with them, the UN, and various other groups to try and utilise our ability to offer support in this difficult time.

Whilst all this had been going on, Chris, Morgan and I headed down to PAP for another 20 hour round trip AID relief drop off. We went with a friend who works for an organisation called Meds and food for kids. A fantastic group who provide a special formula for malnourished children. Between our aid and theirs we were able to help support significant amounts of people. We had enough rice to provide at least 8000 meals. Whilst in PAP we had a meeting with an NGO based amidst the devastation and developed a partnership. They’re identifying many tent villages still not receiving aid. It would seem that unless you are part of a tent village with over 5000-10000 people, you won’t get the aid. Today Morgan and Chris hit Cap-Haitian with the support of $5000 from our new found partners, and bought over a ton of food. This time we’ve stepped up our aid effort and will be providing as much in one go as we’ve previously managed in four trips.

Our first British medical team arrived yesterday and will be heading to PAP with us tomorrow to help with the health care situation there. Liz sends her love to Emma and Thomas Becket School in Worthing! The team are all well and eager to crack on with work!

Just to say I was sent photos of Coney Hill Baptist Church this week, and their main hall full of boxes for the three 40ft containers you’ve helped us fill and get sent out here. It brought tears to my eyes. Not in some soppy sentimental way, but because it is an incredible encouragement and relief to see people miles away seeking to share the burden of this suffering with those of us out here. I was touched at how much people wanted to help, and humbled by the way people have got behind our little appeal.

Patients still arrive in need from PAP, and plenty of aid is still required...and that’s without looking at our long term goal of getting this hospital completed, so there’s a long way to go. Thanks to all of you who have joined with us in this journey. Please continue to draw alongside us, and more importantly the people of Haiti in the coming weeks, months, and years.

All my love and thanks to you all,

Carwyn


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Building a hospital - building a nation
Posted by Carwyn at 2:07 am, January 28th 2010.

I have just a few short moments to write. Internet is bad at the moment, battery running low, and tomorrow morning we’re heading off at 4am for PAP.

This week has been hectic, and a mix of strange contrasts. Some very sad, some very uplifting. Today we had 120 patients come to the clinic. Many in huge bus loads that had travelled for 4 hours to reach us. Most of these patients had come from PAP, and even now, over two weeks on hadn’t received any health care. One lady got carried in on a stretcher, clearly in terrible pain, desperate for our help. Just a few nights ago a 13 year old boy got bought to our clinic at 9pm. Within a few hours of arriving he had tragically passed away. He had arrived too late. This is now the sad and tragic story for many people.

Yet today, to see the clinic full or people who were being given hope was moving. Alongside the buzz of the hospital was the arrival of a surgical team. This morning when they arrived was slightly scary. Our surgery room was still being painted, we had some windows and doors missing, and no equipment. Yet, when I left the site to come and write this at 7pm, we had equipment, all windows and doors fitted, and a unit ready to start providing urgent operations tomorrow. We have a team of 22 medics arriving tomorrow to provide this surgical support. All day I’ve been going between the US Army, local hospitals, and the UN trying to get patients flown up North. There are many patients in the south still in desperate need of support, yet the communication and correspondence between groups is incredibly slow and often very frustrating. Yet, at 7pm tonight I stood before our hospital buildings which have developed rapidly, and watched as a Haitian work force progressed on in the dark, moral high. There was an incredible atmosphere, a sense that we were part of something special. Something far deeper and more profound than the building of a hospital. This was the building of a nation. What was most touching was that the Haitians had caught the vision. It was the reality that people like you have empowered the people here to re-build their nation.

Tomorrow we have more building to be done. For us we’ll be distributing enough rice to provide 8000 meals, as well as some Red Cross sanitation packs, and some special malnourishment packs for children. It’s likely to be a long 20 hour day, so prayers would be appreciated. Yet, amidst all the suffering you have seen, and that still exists in incredibly huge proportion, please know as you read this that you have empowered a community, given them a hope and a future, a future we pray and hope will pass far beyond our community, and reach to the furthest tips of this desperate nation.

Thank you, thank you, thank you!


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From empty to full - all because of you
Posted by Carwyn at 3:40 pm, January 24th 2010.

Hi everyone,

Well, you'll have to just put up with me for a few weeks as Reninca has returned to the UK to meet with groups and share whats going on. I miss her loads, and would ask all who see her to give her a hug from me.

The team out here ploughs on, exhausted, but eager to coninue proiding the aid you're all funding! Just as we reach a point where we feel empty, we get an e-mail about a justgiving page that's been set up, news of a facebook group started, a church, school, individual or business who's been touched by our work and got on board, and from that we're topped up again to push us through another few hours! Thank you all so much. Last night a Haitian friend an I sat listening to the Hope for Haiti Now album thats been released, and my friend said 'he feels that the world has come together to help.' It was touching at what a profound affect your efforts are having. They are being noticed by the people here amidst this pain and helping to see them through.

Many doctors I've spoken to have highlighted their fear over the traumatic affect this disaster has had on the population. We bought two injured patients from PAP to CAP last week, and yesterday I heard that sinse arriving they've refused to sleep inside a house. The fear has paralysed many. On Friday I returned from our third aid trip to PAP. We delivered urgent medical supplies to a surgeon, and food to an orphanage of about 70 children who were just days from running out of what they'd salvaged from their completely destroyed home. 5 of the children died in the earthquake as well as several staff. Like so many they now live in tents, and their future stands before them as an uncertain struggle, day by day wondering whether aid will or won't arrive. I couldn't believe that over a week sinse the disaster we were the first group to provide food, especially when they are only ten minutes from the main airport. We have sinse partnered with the director of Micah Challenge in Haiti who has a committee discerning what areas are being missed by the bigger agenices. When aid does get through it mainly gets sent directly to the big tent shanty villages that house thousands. The smaller dwellings that have anywhere from a few families to a few hundred people are generally getting overlooked. In the coming weeks we'll be directing our PAP aid to these groups. Those who aren't on the front pages, whose little stories have been swallowed up by the extreme extent of the overall devastation.

In the North each day unfolds and brings new challenges and frustrations. Our clinic currently has 5 patients sleeping over night with their families. One lady arrived yesterday with terrible injuries to her face and arm/hand. The wound looked as bad as anything I have seen in Haiti, the pain indiscribable. Yet, our clinic was the first centre she'd reached for care, over a week and a half on from recieveing this desperate wounds. All care is being provided for free, and our ambulance has been in constant use! Tomorrow it is likely to help bring a patient from PAP to the North who has suffered severe injuries, and several amputations which have tragically not worked well.

This week we also have an operating team heading to our facility to help set us up more as a 'field hospital.' They'll be seeking to work with us on emergency orhtopaedic and plastic surgery cases. We also have some teams from the UK arriving to carry out medical work, food distribution and the like. We've already got news from a number of hospitals down south stating that they have cases they can't deal with, and too many patients. In the coming week we hope we can support these groups and relieve their load. No one really knows how things will unfold. Many suggested that the rush of patients would be over within a week, yet it doesn't seem that way. It's a guesing game in many way, but so far we seemed to have been guided by God in the correct places to those most in need. We will continue to seek his wisdom, and do all we can to put your efforts in the UK into action!

Please continue to tand by this desperate nation, even as Haiti slips from the headlines.

Many thanks from the bottom of our hearts. We have been truly humbled by the love you have all offered through time, prayer and finances. Love to you all - Carwyn


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20th Jan - trip to Port au prince
Posted by Reninca Hill at 4:23 pm, January 21st 2010.

Carwyn, I, Usvel and an ambulance full of aid left for Port au prince at 4 in the morning – we arrived in Port au prince at 10 in the morning. As we arrived it was good to see water being distributed to the people. I was shocked by the devastation around us, it seems the whole city are living in a tent vilage. Every bit of open space is taken up with people camping out. Yesterday there was another after shock, which though caused very little damage but helped add to the hysteria.
We first travelled to the airport to meet with the British press – we drove round the aid camp with all foreign aid workers camping in the airport. Carwyn, Jacqueline and Donnie will be joining them tonight as Carwyn returns to port u prince. We were actually saddened to see the actual amount of aid that had arrived – we had imagined their to be lots. Talking to some Haitian people they said that yesterday (20th) was the first time they had received any help.
We then travelled through the city which is bustling so takes forever to get anywhere to a hospital where we had aid to give the doctors. We had crucial orthopaedic equipment which had to be delivered to the hospital so operations could take place. In this hospital every bit of floor space was crammed full of patients. The whole outside area was full of tents with patients underneath. Despite this there was a calm atmosphere. We were amazed at actually how much had been crammed inside the ambulance and overwhelmed with how grateful the people all are. Carwyn returns today with the rest of the much needed equipment.
Our journey ended by picking up some patients to bring back to Cap-haitien for much needed treatment. Being in Port au Prince was disturbing due to the devastation, bHowever it is impossible not to note the resilience of the Haitian people – they will tell you that 8 members of their family died and then get back to work. They do not have the opportunity to grieve as are focused on how them and their children will eat that night. We must be continually praying for the Haitian people.
I will be heading back to the UK tomorrow so please keep in your prayers the Haitian people, as well as Carwyn and all the HHA team. Carwyn and I have been overwhelmed with thanks to the UK team who have worked tirelessly Phil, Martin, Ian, Julia, Glyn, Pippa, Ieuan, Jonnie and many, many others to name a few. Thank you.
Look out for Paul on the news and Carwyn on ITN lunch news tomorrow – also in your local press.
Thank you everyone for praying at the 24 hour prayer day – I think your prayers helped bless our trip to Port au Prince. Thank you.
God Bless


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Press Update...
Posted by Ieuan Hill at 8:17 am, January 20th 2010.

PRESS RELEASE
Haiti – London Charity Opens New Hospital in Haiti
For: All news agencies
Date of release: 19th January 2010
Story
London based Charity, Haiti Hospital Appeal(HHA) Opens New Hospital in Haiti and admits its first patients from the Earthquake zone in Port-au-Prince. The Hospital was brought online six months ahead of schedule to respond to the growing need for treatment and beds for the casualties being brought up from Earthquake struck capital.
Carwyn Hill CEO of the charity admits that this move has been caused by crisis. “When the extent of the chaos in Port-au-Prince was know on Wednesday night the trustees and I held late night meetings over Skype and (the only communications available) to put together our three phase plan). I took our ambulance down to Port-au-Prince to take some immediate aid and to assess for ourselves the extent and impact of the disaster and to bring some refugees back here to safety in Cap Haitian.”
The HHA Trustees agreed that their existing Hospital Buildings, although not yet on stream should be brought into action as soon as casualties started to migrate here. We already knew that the state Hospital in the centre of Cap Haitian would become overcrowded some time but that has already happened.
Carwyn pleads “None of the aid agencies are distributing medical supplies to the North of Haiti and this is now urgent. What Justinian(The main hospital in Cap Haitian), Haiti Hospital Appeal and the Catholic Hospital at Milot need right now are: antibiotics, Anti-inflammatory, analgesics, IV fluids, Ceftriaxones, chloramphenicol, Metronidazole, Seringes, Amox also casts, crutches etc plus volunteer doctors like a Neurosurgeon, two orthopaedists, two anaesthesiologists, two Emergency doctors and Traumer specialists.“
Carwyn concludes “We urge all agencies to be aware of this growing situation, we don’t want to see another crisis develop over refugees in the North, We can cope provided we get the aid, that everyone thinks they have given for, directed here now”.
Contact: Phil Johnson Treasurer, Haiti Hospital Appeal
Tel +44 20 8462 8506 Mob +44 7974 594880
phil@haitihospitalappeal.org


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Grace comes home
Posted by Reninca HIll at 8:59 pm, January 19th 2010.

This morning Grace and myself arrived back safely to Cap-Haitien. Grace was tecieved with such love an affection from all teh staff who greatly missed her. Who would have thought 8 weeks ago when little Grace arrived what a pillar of light she would be for us all. That first night we didn’t think she would make it through and I wrote that day a policy and procedure for if a child dies in the home. She is now a completely unrecognisable child. She was operated on in Santo Domingo by the best neuro surgeon in the Hispanola. She received the most amazing care – being seen by paediatricians, radiologists, anaesthetists, and paediatricians and she has the love of so many people. As the paedtrician said ‘Grace has a great life force because so many people love her’ and that they do. Grace cries, plays, sleeps (sometimes) and asks for food (all the time!) Her head is slowly getting smaller and will take about a year to reduce completely. She is recovering very well from the surgery and seems back to herself all ready. Thank you everyone who prayed and put the angels by her side. She is our little miracle.
CURE international are an amazing charity who gave Grace free health care for her whole surgery. They are doing amazing work in Port au Prince and need some much needed equipment from Cap-Haitien. Carwyn and I hope to take the aid down to Port au Prince today and return tomorrow. Carwyn has been working incredibly hard and tirelessly. He has been sleeping for 5/6 hours. We both apologise if you have emailed and we have not had a chance to reply.
The situation in Cap-haitien is pretty much the same as when I left it with things returning to normal. The banks are opening tomorrow and the children’s home is full. Many people have left Port au Prince to be with their families. It was wonderful to see Simone’s children – who we had feared dead when we returned. We are all set to be an overflow hospital if Milo and Justinien are full. We still do not know if we will be used. We have got Dr Tiffany Keenan and some other medics coming to help us today and co-ordinate medical equipment. Thank you so much to everyone who has done an event or fundraising at your church. This means alot and we want to properly thank each and everyone of you.
We will write more soon. Please continue to pray for the people of Haiti.
Reninca


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Medical staff needed urgently!
Posted by carwyn at 12:07 am, January 18th 2010.

Hi,

For news on our last few days please see blog entries below.

Our hospital, though unfinished is ready for use. The situation even in the North is so critical they are even looking to have patients in tents. We have two buildings ready for action. However, without medical supplies and staff we can't do anything. Are you a nurse, doctor, paramedic, surgeon? Do you know someone who is? Could you help us by giving up some time in the next few weeks? Even just a period of a few days would be a great blessing.

Please contact martin@haitihospitalappeal.org immidiately if you'd like more information.


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Living in a nightmare
Posted by Carwyn at 4:33 pm, January 17th 2010.

This morning I arrived back from my first trip to Port au Prince (PAP). I can barely believe what I have seen. It is as if I entered a different world. I would go as far as to say it was like living within a nightmare for two days and then waking up wondering whether all I had seen was truly real.

Yesterday’s mission was to seek out appropriate places for us to send aid. The water we handed out was an incredible blessing, and today we are planning a large truck to take down thousands of water sachets. We will also be transporting some very important medical supplies to an Orthopaedic Surgery team in PAP who we work with.

I had a new driver yesterday, and like the first he feared the atmosphere of tension in Port au Prince. It’s interesting to see the tragedy through the eyes of Haitians. They are more in tune with the underlying ‘heat’ there which like a kettle sits dangerously close to over boiling. They sense great anxiety, a fear amidst the people. A Haitian radio station reported of someone having their head cut off in one tragic result of the grief and tension. With so much destruction faced by the UN and Police as well as everyone else, there is chaos across the city. This said, if accompanied by a Haitian who knows the streets well and can discern the atmosphere I felt safe and peace security wise. This act of violence remains an isolated report, and as I mentioned yesterday, I am touched by the way many of these remarkable people have gone about dealing with this nightmare.
It took us over 4 hours to get from one side of the city to the other. People walked through the streets aimlessly with nowhere to go, carrying the few bags and possessions they had left. Many crammed onto any vehicle available desperate to leave. The mass exodus of PAP has begun, and on our way out we followed cars full of the injured, and in some cases even the dead. However, some people have said that this city no longer exits. They are wrong. Even amidst the tragedy some desperately try to sell goods along the streets, and large tent cities have spread all across the city. I have heard there are about 40, I’d personally say there are a lot more. They are crammed into every space you can imagine, even in the small gaps in the middle of major dual carriage ways. The city has become a shanty town, and will remain this way for a tragically long time into the future.

We drove besides a good friend of ours who is a doctor and has worked in Haiti for many years. He explained the severe risk of a second tragedy exploding through the risk of major sickness epidemics. Unless aid and sanitation is sorted out quickly there is a major risk of an epidemic of Cholera, Diarrhoea, Typhoid, Meningitis and various other illnesses. As things stand it is not a case of ‘if’ water born diseases will cause a problem, but rather ‘when’ they will start. Four days on from the tragedy and dead bodies still pile along the streets, the smell still ever as sickening. The danger these decomposing bodies cause is severe, not least through what can run into people’s water supplies. Already I have accounts of people washing and drinking from the gutter, though this I have seen before in Haiti. Insect born diseases such as dengue and malaria will be massively increased due to the population now living outside, and TB will spread more rapidly because of the close living conditions; families literally piled on top of one another. Our partner doctor predicts all the above will have started already, and if aid isn’t swift then the tragedy will only worsen in the coming weeks and months. This is why in the next day we will be sending a huge number of water sachets to PAP. On Friday we distributed over 600, but I hope tomorrow well over 10,000 can be arranged (minimum).

As we drove through the city the scale of the atrocity sunk in further. Human bodies were used besides burning tires and rocks for road blocks. Some roads had been closed whilst one of the few remaining hospitals discharged the mass of patients they couldn’t help any more. Those hospitals that did survive are dangerously low on medication, most from my understanding completely out of supplies. People are turned away, even a child I saw carried in desperately by his mother. Tragically the doctors just had to say ‘we can’t do anything, you must look elsewhere.’ At the moment though there simply isn’t really anywhere to go. Other road blocks stopped people passing by mass piles of bodies. On the way out of PAP we passed through a road which had previously been blocked. UN soldiers pushed make do coffins holding their victims to the side of the road to clear space for traffic to start passing though again. Large trucks normally used for carrying rubble passed through the city carrying the dead, some to graves, others to mass burning sites. The scenes are traumatic and horrific, and it’s impossible to describe.
On the way back to Cap our car was full of refugees. It was strange hearing their conversations as they listed the dead. We had just a small number of the many thousands leaving. Many already filling hospitals up North. Our ‘unfinished’ wards are now being prepared for action. We’ve bought mattresses, cleaned beds, and got the ward as finished as possible with what we have. Our staff have worked tirelessly on this. We don’t know when we will start receiving patients as we will be acting as an overflow facility for the government hospital which struggles on a normal day without the predicted large influx of people. So, this week we wait and see. We take each day as it comes. Please continue to support us. Your money will save lives!

Many thanks for all your support!


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Port au Prince - destroyed
Posted by Carwyn Hill at 12:06 pm, January 16th 2010.


Ambulance getting attention in Port-au-Prince
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On Tuesday night the tremors of Port au Prince’s devastating earthquake rippled through the whole country. Cap-Haitian, Haiti’s second largest city fell into a silent daze of disbelief, horror and fear. A long waiting game began as communication lines failed, and the majority of the city’s population wept for the news of loved ones in Port au Prince. After a day of mourning, the reality seemed to have sunk in, and the ever increasing scale of this disaster truly started unfolding.
Yesterday morning at 4am a small team from the Haiti Hospital Appeal (a UK registered charity based in London) set out from the North of Haiti to Port au Prince. For most of the long 7 hour journey we remained in silence, fearing what we would find before us.

As we drove further into the city, the scale of this atrocity began to unfold. Piled along many of the streets lay the rotting bodies of victims from the earthquake. Most were covered in old, dirty sheets scarcely large enough to hide the tragic images below. People passed by, some slowly as if out of a mark of respect, others quicker, jogging almost to avoid the mass of flies and the sickening smell. Make shift coffins occasionally weaved in and out of the crowds of people, carried by half a dozen men or so. Voluntary undertakers frantically passing from street to street. Some of these men seemed eager to have their photo taken, others not. Our translator faced the underlying bubbling tension of the grief when threatened by a devastated man with a machete in mourning over his mother. Terrified he ran, falling and cutting himself on the way, returning covered in dust. A thick concrete like dust that sticks to your skin, dries out your hair, and lines your nostrils. The tension is understandable to say the least, and looting has already been reported. What has caused many of our friends greater concern here is the reality that a number of criminals have escaped from broken prisons, guns have been stolen, and some shootings reported. That said, I have been truly amazed and humbled by the peaceful way the majority of this city has handled itself, especially in light of the normal reputation this city has.

We had been warned that the city stank of death, and such warnings hadn’t been false. The majority of the population walk around with masks covering their faces; others have smeared some form of ointment around their nose to avoid the smell. It is potent, and a constant and cruel reminder to all those who survived that beneath the piles of rubbish and destroyed houses, schools, offices and the like lay their loved ones. Having been to Port au Prince before, another thing that struck me was the eerie silence which replaced the normal vibrant hustle and bustle of this colourful Caribbean city. It was as if we’d walked into one large city sized morgue. Mass sites have already been used to burn the dead, and on the way in and out of Port au Prince the smoke and smell linger in the air.

Port au Prince has always had some of Haiti’s poorest slums, but now it seemed the whole city had transformed into a community of make do tents. Some small communities, just enough to fit a few families in, others huge, easily cramming in hundreds if not thousands. Many sit within these ever increasing make shift refugee camps beneath the blistering hot sun burning down upon them, resigned to the reality of their new lives. Many of these families will perhaps live in these tents for many months if not years to come, perhaps even forever.

One of our main objectives on travelling to Port au Prince had been to search for the children of one of our staff. Beneath the awesome scale of this disaster, with the destruction which looked liked the blitz in my mind, lay the tragic stories of individuals. Our employee Simone had waited three days to find out whether her four children had survived. The relief was incredible as she heard the news that her family were alive. There aren’t many glimmers of hope or flickers of light here amidst this great darkness, but when you find them, you cherish them. They are stories that offer a sweet aroma against the bitter tragic smell of death. Yet, just metres from her moment of salvation, others mourned over the loss of a family beneath a house, parts of their limbs protruding from the mass of rubble.

During our travels yesterday we came across a group of UK rescue workers from Lancashire, Manchester and Kent. It was a welcome moment of encouragement to stand besides these men and hear of their work, their sacrifice, searching through such mounds of rubble as I have described. I’m not a particularly patriotic guy, but in this instance I did stand proud witnessing the brave and dangerous work that some of our fireman and rescue teams from the UK were undertaking. Just earlier that day they had miraculously managed to rescue a two year old baby from beneath the rubble. She was one of a number they’d saved, though others they’d had to leave trapped beneath the debris because of a lack of equipment to save them. Thankfully these supplies had just been flown in, and the team were hopeful more lives could now be saved in the coming days.

Another reason we’d come had been as part of our charities emergency aid response. Our appeal’s ambulance had been filled with water sachets, medication, first aid equipment, clothes, and some small supplies of food rations. Such aid was but a speck of dust amidst this great ocean of suffering. However, with aid only just arriving from abroad, it was a welcome respite to many. Even over one sachet of water that costs less than 5p, I watched as women and children danced and sang before me singing their thanks to those who’d provided them with this welcome relief. It is always humbling in developing countries such as Haiti to witness what a profound and powerful affect the offer of one small humble gift can have on an individual or family. Yet, our little 4x4 ambulance soon became a powerful magnet of need. Women, children and men of all ages would stare through our window pleading even for one small bit of food. Our driver became agitated, fearful that some of these crowds in their desperation wanted our ambulance, and so we steadily progressed through the city, not hanging around in any one place for too long.

Having people beg for water was not an unusual experience for me having lived in Haiti for over a year. Just a few minutes from where my wife and I live in the North is our local market which sells clay cookies. Cookies literally made out of the dirt and filth in the ground, as some cheap means of filling the stomachs of the starving. What is important to recognise that beneath the surface of this atrocity, lies a nation that even before Tuesday was crippled with devastation. You cannot understand the true damage of Tuesday, until you understand the country for which this disaster has struck. It is already the poorest country in the Western Hemisphere. 1 in 5 children die before the age of 5 in Haiti, many from easily treatable or avoidable illnesses. Today was not the first time I had seen images of such tragic death. Our appeal had been founded on witnessing the death of an 11 year old girl called Julia in 2005, poignantly the year of the Make Poverty History Campaign. Most Haitians wake up each day as if they were awaking on the aftermath of a disaster. Disasters that go unreported, but which are still just as sickening. It shames me, but I have become hardened here, I wonder where my heart is, why it is I don’t cry at the injustices of this nation so much anymore. Of course my heart still pours out as much as it ever has, more so today, and deep down I ache and grieve as anyone who works here does. However, it is a true but sad reality that the disaster of Haiti happened a long time before Tuesday.

What pains me most, even beyond the immediate devastation, the need for food, clothing, medication, water and the like which our appeal is actively sourcing and distributing, is the long term suffering ahead. Not only for Port au Prince, but for this desperately broken little nation as a whole. When the images fade from our televisions, as they did from the hurricane devastation of 2008, this country will continue living day by day on a knife edge. It is why our aid response doesn’t just include immediate emergency relief, but also the desire to complete an urgently needed hospital facility in the North; to provide hope and desperately needed health care for the future. Our desire is that the response of the world to Haiti will not be short and swift, but that this tragedy will move us to make a stand against the continuing spiral of injustice here for many years to come, that if we choose to we can stop. It takes courage for men like those firemen from the UK to leave their families and put themselves in danger for the sake of others. It takes more than courage, it takes sacrifice. And it is sacrificial support which I would plea for this day on behalf of the whole nation of Haiti. It isn’t easy, it does come with a price, but the sacrifices made by us today will be but a speck of dust in comparison to the sacrifice those in Haiti will have to suffer if we don’t act.

If you’d like to support the work we’re undertaking in Haiti in response to this earthquake, please visit www.haitihospitalappeal.org


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Please help
Posted by Carwyn at 9:57 pm, January 14th 2010.

Dear everyone,

We’d like to thank you for all your love, support and prayers in the last few days! They have been greatly appreciated by us and all the other staff here on the ground in Haiti. Firstly, Grace’s Op is tomorrow, so please prayer for her and the surgical team!

On Tuesday night when the earthquake struck, Cap-Haitian where the Haiti Hospital Appeal’s main work is based felt the tremors. Despite some reports of damage in the North, the main pain has been caused by the tragic waiting game many are now playing. The tragic news rippled across Haiti, and for the whole of Wednesday left our city in dazed bewilderment, as people silently went about their lives, stunned by this incredible disaster, weeping for the victims. The sad reality is there are probably few families across the country who won’t have known a victim. Many of our staff have now been waiting for days to hear whether their friends and family in Port au Prince are OK or not. One of our dear friends has 4 young children living there, but has had no news. The communication channels are still down. Today I witnessed many people trying to pile onto buses to go to the capital to find loved ones. However, this task won’t be easy. As many of you will have heard, some estimations go as high as 100,000 people when counting the potential death toll, and that doesn’t even include casualties. In my understanding bodies lay piled in the streets, people having to pass by each body to desperately find their loved ones. Hospitals, schools, universities, government offices including the Presidents Palace, several UN bases, churches and the like have all been destroyed. The city has become a living hell, which will send this already desperate country into further turmoil. Most normally live here as if a disaster had happened on the eve of every day anyway, and this set back will cause long lasting social and economic damage far beyond the coverage in your papers and televisions.

Today the Haiti Hospital Appeal has had a number of emergency meetings with key government officials in the North, including the Governments Northern Delegate in charge of the Northern emergency response, and The Minister of Health in Northern Haiti. All have expressed their deep gratitude at the Haiti Hospital Appeals swift response, and desire to collaborate. Important partnerships have been made, and we are now formally recognised by the government as an aid response source. We have established a three step plan to help Haiti, and ensure more lives aren’t lost and less lives suffer; now and way into the future. Here’s where any support from you will go:

1. Provide aid to Port au Prince. Tomorrow I’ll be going with my dad in our ambulance on our first aid convoy providing food, clothing, medication, and the like. On the way back we will most likely carry some victims seeking medical support in the North, as the hospitals in Port au Prince are over flowing. This work will continue as funds become available through alternative vehicles. We will possibly arrange outreach clinics with foreign medical teams to this region later.

2. Provide urgent support for the many refugees who will head to Cap-Haitian where we are based. We are officially collaborating with The North Haiti Health Ministry, and will be opening up our clinic if required as a 24 hour hospital. This will include opening one of our ‘nearly’ finished hospital wards, as an emergency hospital over flow facility for the UN and Government, and us privately. Our ambulance has been recognised as a key part of this work, and will be used throughout transporting between the government hospital, us, and other clinics. Our Children’s Home is also prepared for a potential influx of orphans, and/or children who have been left disabled who will require our respite programme. As well as offering free health support, we will also be offering food distribution to any refugees in the North, and potentially host families in partnership with The Baptist Convention.

3. Completion of our urgent needed wards. It is frustrating our hospital is not yet complete to fully help deal with this devastation. However, it is a blessing it’s now being opened, even in its unfinished state. The devastation caused by this disaster has paralysed the government, and I have no doubt will place even greater strain on Haiti’s already desperate health system. It is urgent our response is not only immediate, but looks to supporting this nation long after the tragedy has left our TV screens and newspapers. 1 in 5 children already die before the age of 5 in Haiti, a disaster in itself. The completion of these wards will provide urgently needed support for the government in the next few years, and for many after. It will take years for Haiti to recover from this, and I am certain health care will be one of the key areas affected.

Needless to say, Haiti needs the support of people like you more than ever now. You’ve seen the images, so I don’t need to say how important this is. What I would say is please give generously, and encourage friends, family, companies who you may work with or for, churches and schools to do the same. We need your support urgently. To donate please go directly to our web-site: www.haitihospitalappeal.org. You can check out the blog page for up to date information and our three step strategy. Please draw alongside us at this urgent time. If you’d like any more info or feel you can help please contact us via: info@haitihospitalappeal.org. There will also be a 24 hour day of prayer for Haiti being arranged by some supporters of the appeal, please contact Glyn for further info: hhaprayer@hotmail.co.uk. Prayer is something we can all do, as is giving in fact, but, back to what I was going to say...it’s as urgent as any form of relief support now, more so infact.

Our love and thanks in advance to you all,

Carwyn


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Grace booked in for an op
Posted by Reninca Hill at 9:49 pm, January 13th 2010.

With everything that is happening in Port au Prince it seems that all our thoughts and prayers are there. But some people have asked for an update on Grace. Today due to the fantastic CURE International hospital, Grace met with a General surgeon, Neurosurgeon, paediatric doctor, cardiologist and Radiologist. She received outstanding care is being admitted tomorrow for an operation on Friday.
Please include little Grace in your prayers as the neurosurgeon explained Grace does not have much brain cortex which makes the operation more dangerous and means that even with the operation her life expectancy will never be that high. However we join with you today though praying for all the Haitian people wounded in the awful tragedy and pray God’s mercy on every Haitian including baby Grace.


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Earthquake Update
Posted by Ieuan Hill at 2:54 pm, January 13th 2010.

I am sure like me you will have been shocked by some of the images to come from Haiti in the last few hours after the earthquake. We have had phone calls, texts and e-mails from all over the world asking for information. Below is just a snap shot from the North of Haiti where the appeal is based.

Carwyn, Reninca and all our staff are safe and well and our buildings appear to be ok.

The earthquake hit in Port au Prince which is the capital city in the south of Haiti, this is where 1/5 of all Haitians live and where most business is conducted from. All of our staff without exception have family and loved ones in Port au Prince and due to a lack of communications at this time, are all unable to confirm if their families are ok.

Many people have been left without anything even basics of food and water and there is little or no medical help on the ground at the moment.

Our work is vital and is now much more significant and can make a real difference.

Grace, Reninca and Glynis are all in the Dominican Republic at the moment and are all safe, whilst Carwyn, Paul and the other staff remain in CapHaitien.

You can read more updates at www.haitihospitalappeal.org/blog.html you can also make donations online.

With thanks for your support and prayers at this time, I will try and keep you up to date with any significant news as I get it.


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earthquake
Posted by Reninca at 11:47 pm, January 12th 2010.

I have spoken with Carwyn in cap-Haitien. Everyone in Cap-haitien is fine and well. We are
fine in Santo domingo - I felt the earth move though.
Lets pray for all those affected.
Will let you know if hear anymore.


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CT scan
Posted by Reninca Hill at 9:37 pm, January 11th 2010.

Just a quick note to tell you about today. We went to CURE international's hospital in Santo Domingo. Cure international are an amzing charity who give orthapedic operations to disabled children in developing countries. Grace saw the paeditrician who was very pleased with her reactions to stimulation and general development. We then travelled to Santo Domingo general hospital to have a CT scan. We will pick up the results tommorrow and then meet with the surgeon Wednesday morning. Will let you know how it all goes. Thank you so much for all your prayers,
Loads of love Reninca, Glynis and Grace


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First hurdle
Posted by at 9:58 pm, January 10th 2010.

Hi guys, just a very quick blog. Reninca and mum departed today for the Dominican for Grace to have a consultation, CT Scan and possible operation. Because Grace was abandoned she has no formal ID/paper work. Our first fear was whether she'd get over the border and through customs. Thankfully she passed through fine today and Reninca and mum are now well on their way to their apartment. Thanks for all the prayer. Please continue to pray, especially for wisdom in the minds of the surgeons, and strength for little Graces body to pull her through any potential operation/treatment. I must dash, but will write again soon. Please keep up the prayer, it works. Loads more has happened and in the coming few days I'll try and write a bigger blog. Hope you're all well. Thanks to all those individuals, families and churches who have kept Grace in your thoughts and prayers today, it really means the world to us. Love you all! Love us!

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Grace update
Posted by Reninca Hill at 5:50 pm, January 5th 2010.

We hope the new year is bringing lots of good things for you all. The new year has certainly bought good news for Grace. We have been contacted by Dr Scott Nelson who runs CURE international, an amazing charity who give orthapedic operations to children in developing countries. They have a hospital in Santo Domingo and have a neurosurgeon visting. They have asked for Grace to come to the hospital for a CT scan and a consultation so we can decide the best way to proceed once they have seen Grace. This is fantastic news, Grace’s head is growing at the rate of 1cm a week so getting an operation is very important. We will be travelling to Santo Domingo on Sunday. We need prayer for getting Grace across the Haiti- Dominican boarder, as well as success with the surgeon and the finances to cover the travel and operation.
We have had Julia revisit Haiti over the New year and it has been great for her to see the changes that have happened in the Home, hospital and clinic. Beccy has been here for 2 and a half months helping in all areas of life – she has been an amazing help and a great blessing. She leaves tomorrow with her husband Micheal and will be missed by all. Carwyn’s parents arrive tomorrow which will be a real blessing for us. Will keep you posted with how things go. Keep praying. Thank you xx


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Happy Christmas/New Year
Posted by at 9:33 pm, January 3rd 2010.

Happy Christmas everyone! Sorry it’s belated, our internet’s been broken...again.

We had wanted to write before Christmas to wish you all a fantastic Christmas and thank you for all your support over the last year! You can see an official thank you from the Haiti Hospital Appeal for all your support on the news page. However, on behalf of Reninca and I we wanted to take the chance to thank you for all your love, support, prayers and encouragement personally. You’ve been a tremendous rock for us over the year, and we miss you all dearly this Christmas time!

If you’d asked us a week or two before Christmas whether we were looking forward to Christmas, I’d have probably said ‘not really.’ It is strange without all the hype, festive music, parties with friends and family etc. Everyone has been e-mailing us about how annoying the snow is and how cold it is in the UK. We’d do anything for a bit of that so don’t complain too much.
However, the last weeks have been amazing, and though we are obviously still missing friends and family, God has really blessed us. We had a group of medical students arrive from the US to work with us for one week doing medical outreach. It was amazing, and during their time here they offered great health education, support for our outreach doctor, and clothes and vitamins distribution to some of the most marginalised communities in the North.

Like emergency services in the UK, the ambulance has been called a lot over the last few weeks, particularly when it’s rained heavily. On one occasion our ambulance was on a call when we received news of another large bus accident about 2 mins from our house. Our doctor and I went to the accident to see if we could offer any medical/first aid support. Thankfully the UN were there and were doing a fantastic job controlling the situation. Our doctor and I ended up in the back of an armoured UN ambulance taking three people to the Government hospital. Whilst on the way we had to pass through a voodoo march who took a dislike to the ambulance and cracked its front window with a rock or something. All very eventful.

Anyway, one of the main things thats touched me this Christmas was a trip I took to the government hospital. The American students kindly donated us some toys, crayons and clothes whilst here. We decided to take some of them to the government hospital for the kids ward as a little Christmas blessing. On Christmas eve I had the privilege to watch the staff at the hospital hand out the small gifts. It was perhaps one of the most moving and humbling Christmas experiences I’ve ever had. Watching the faces of the parents and their children amidst this desperately under resourced and hopeless ward was incredible. So little they had been given, yet what they had bought more joy and hope than you can possibly imagine. It was an incredible privilege to stand amidst these people and experience something of what Christmas is truly about. The love of God sent through his son Jesus does still live on, and so aptly amidst all the darkness of Haiti, through a few humble gifts offered to a few humble communities, we’ve seen something of the gift of God live on in 2009.

We’ve also been incredibly blessed through receiving invitations to a number of meals with Haitian friends, and a missionary family who’d prepared a full thanksgiving/Christmas roast dinner. On Christmas day we were torn by what we should do and ended up inviting all of our staff and their families over for a Christmas party. Our clinic Chaplain led a service for everyone, and then we all shared in a meal together. We had about 50 people turn up, and for us away from friends and family was the perfect way to spend the day.

So much more has happened, and if our internet keeps working will update again soon. Our quest for a surgeon for little Grace continues. Her head continues to grow, as does her personality and everyone’s love for her! She’s quite a little character, and happily chats away to herself keeping everyone amused.

We wish you all a fantastic Christmas and a truly blessed new year. Yet, most of all we hope and prayer that each of us may recognise the real significance and power of Christmas, and the significance the birth of Jesus has on us, and those around us if we choose to allow it. God bless everyone! Have a good one! Love you all and miss you all loads. Carwyn and Reninca.


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On the twelth day of Christmas and we're still eating rice
Posted by Carwyn at 5:07 am, December 17th 2009.

Hi everyone.

Well, as always it seems we've not written for a while - sorry about that. The week after the team left we had Caroline and Frida visit us on behalf of Jubilee Action, regarding some proposed work with street kids and young offenders we've been developing with them. It was a good week, full of lots of very useful meetings, and lots of exciting opportunities for the future in trying to help the street kids of North Haiti, and campaigning to putting a stop to the restavek situation; which some of you may have heard about recently via some BBC radio two programmes. After they left we headed off to the Dominican Republic for a few days to do some Christmas shopping for the kids at the home, and get a few days rest. It was great, though a little strange. Its hard and frustrating walking into the Dominicans large supermarkets where there are toys galore, and affordable powder milk about 4 or 5 times cheaper than in Haiti, which is very unfair considering there are so many kids in Haiti who could do with it. Even with a few days to get a breather it’s hard to switch off, and whilst having a romantic stroll down the beach where we were staying we met a couple of Haitian lads, probably between the ages of 11 and 15, all there on their own, their parents still living in Port au prince. Over the last few months we've both been more aware of the terrible child trafficking that happens within Haiti, and from Haiti to the Dominican. Even as we crossed the border we could see the traffickers openly negotiating with a Haitian women and her child about getting across illegally.

The lead up to Christmas has been positive though. It’s very quiet Christmas wise here in Haiti. Most families will be happy to celebrate with just a small amount of meat to eat as a treat. Presents, decorations and parties are all in short supply. Being the only employed Haiti Hospital Appeal worker, Christmas staff parties are always a little low on numbers anyway, so that hasn't changed. We're looking forward though to an exciting week ahead.

Today a team of medical students arrived from America ready for a week of community health education, distribution and outreach work. We'll be working in some of the poorest slums and rural communities, handing out vitamins, toothpaste and toothbrushes, doing some family planning education, health consultations, and distributing soap, clothes, shoes and the like. It’s a great way to celebrate the build up to Christmas, and we're thankful for this team’s arrival. We're also hoping to visit the boys in the prison and perhaps take them few little presents and a Christmas cake, as well as pop to a few families we know and the like. It should be fun. Still torn as to what to do on actual Christmas day though. Try and be traditional and get a turkey, or go for a beach and BBQ day?

We had a positive meeting with the architect today as well, and are looking forward to the building work progressing further next week. Thanks to the support of different individuals and groups we've got $10,000US to use next week, which should complete our first building in time for the New Year and allow us to crack on with the kids ward!

Grace is doing well. She gets stronger by the day and is steadily putting on weight. As she grows though, so too does her ability to cry for milk, and her ability to poop more. Oh well, she's gorgeous and we love her dearly. We've got a few potential opportunities regarding surgery, though no firm offers yet so please do remember her in your prayers as we seek for some doors to open asap. We're also going to be trying to get her official abandonment certificate and birth certificate in the next week. Normally this can take months, but with the help of a good friend and a few miracles form God we're hoping to do it in a week. If you could pray for that as well we'd be most thankful as without those papers even if surgery becomes available we won't be able to get her out the country.

We're still uncertain about what next year holds. We'll be back for some amount of time at the end of Jan, and part of Feb, but returning for at least a few weeks to work with a big HIV/AIDS organisation who we're introducing to Haiti. We've been working for over a year trying to find a way for them to come and help in this area of urgently needed intervention, and finally in the last month or so we've had some break throughs. There UK director who has been an amazing support is heading over and will be running some conferences with us, speaking at a large World relief HIV/AIDS conference in Gonaives, and hopefully developing with us some community prevention programmes in the North! It’s all busy, busy, busy, but that’s the way we like it.

Best go as Grace is after some milk. We'll write again before Christmas, but before then, enjoy all the festive fun, and have a mince pie on our behalf. We're still on the rice and beans.


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The team leave
Posted by Reninca Hill at 6:08 pm, November 27th 2009.

The last few days of the team being here flew by, but with some amazing highs. The staff at Maison de Benediction had training days on Monday and Tuesday which was a great event and where we all shared new ideas and training. Ian, Beccy and Evie were involved in this, as well as looking after some of the children. On the Tuesday with all the staff and all of the team we had a dedication service for Grace and used Grace as a representative for all the children who come to Maison de Benediction. We all promised to pray, love and look after the children to the best of our capabilities. This service was extremely moving
Rodney, Tim, Chris, Annette continued to work on the maternity unit. It looks so amazing, a complete transformation from what it was to begin with. George helped with everything but particularly along with Alex’s strength built a prayer room out of Bamboo. It was very much felt within the team that the site needed a place for people to go and pray – a quiet place. On Wednesday before the team left we ended the whole time with communion on all three sites, starting in the prayer room by the clinic, moving to the hospital site and then finishing at Maison de benediction. This was a wonderful way to end the time together.
This team were an incredible blessing to both Carwyn and me as well as to all our staff and the people of Haiti. Local people were really encouraged by their presence and the staff were all encouraged and have a renewed zeal for the project. The team are very much missed, it is very quiet without them all.
We must continue to pray for Grace. Pastor Rick who is an American pastor who owns the house where the team stayed and is our neighbour here in Haiti is sending her photo to some American surgeons to ask them to operate on Grace. Her life expectancy is not very high as pressure builds on her brain. We ask you to pray for a miracle that a surgeon would be willing to operate and that we could quickly find the right paperwork to get her to America.
Thank you, x


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Grace
Posted by Carwyn at 3:55 pm, November 21st 2009.

Sorry it’s taken some time to write since our last blog. Days after we’d shared the sad story of Christandel, I took over from Reninca’s role of being ill for a week or so. During this week we heard some more sad news, that one of our other children called Andy who’d been seriously ill had passed away at home. He’d visited our health centre and been offered the best care possible by our Paediatric medical director Dr Toussaint. Andy’s little body didn’t have the strength to battle on though, and one afternoon in the mid day heat we made our way to his mothers little home. Like so many homes in Haiti, we passed through old Victorian like alleys, covered in mud, weaving like a maze to her little home. There we climbed upon the roof where a dozen friends and family gathered to console Andy’s mum who lay sprawled out across the floor devastated at her loss. Inside their home, just past a small cloth curtain, Andy lay on two little plastic chairs that had been pushed together, covered in a little white blanket. Andy was one of our first kids on the programme when the home opened, and he’ll be greatly missed. Those few weeks between Reninca and I both being ill and run down, and facing the loss of two kids, were by far the lowest and hardest few weeks of our time in Haiti. We both felt incredibly low and weary, under attack and ready to come home.

Gods timing is always perfect though, and just as we were running out of steam completely dreading the thought of how we’d get through another few months out here until we’d get to see friends and family again, the long awaited anticipation of a team from the UK ended when they arrived about one and a half weeks ago. It was perfect timing for us, and the 8 volunteers came in as a breath of fresh air! We’d already been blessed on the build up to their arrival with Annie, our resident HHA physiotherapist who’d come to Haiti for three weeks, a Med School elective student called Beccy, whose been helping at the clinic, and a number of Annie’s friends, Emma and Sarah. It would be impossible to mention all the wonderful things these individuals helped achieve in their time here. Beccy and Annie were able to visit some really remote areas and provide support to over 40 disabled people, offering once in a lift time care and advice. Annie also worked tirelessly at the home, training our staff, working with the kids, and generally filling the home with her energy and enthusiasm.

There was a lovely cross over between the good work carried out by our first lot of volunteers and the arrival of the big team. This team is made up of some old HHA faces, regular visitors to Haiti, and some first timers. Within days the team had gelled together perfectly and work was well underway! The children’s home and health centre have both received some much needed repairs and finishing touches, both freshened up with a nick of paint and some fantastic plumbing work from George and Rodney. As most of the team stayed on site, Sarah, Beccy, myself and Ian had the chance to go and visit some teenagers in the adult prison. Sarah and Beccy provided medical care for them, and Ian some pastoral support and prayer. Going to this prison is always a moving experience, and in particular we’d ask you to pray for these boys, one of whom had been given a sentence which wouldn’t finish until 2022. He’d joined the prison at the age of 13, and now lives within one small cell, only being allowed to leave for a 2 minute wash in the morning, and a 2 minute wash at night.

The teams building work has now progressed beyond repairs on the home and clinic, and a long awaited dream of many of ours is now being fulfilled! Finally, after so much support and time from many of you, our first hospital building really is close to completion! Annette and Chris have been tirelessly painting it, Tim and Rodney tiling it, Alex helping out with more of the strenuous jobs that require a slight deal more strength than the likes of I could provide. I can’t put into words how exciting it is to see this building finally taking shape – it’s nothing short of a miracle. A miracle that lights our faces up every time we see it! Whilst most have been building, others have been a real blessing to Reninca at the home helping support the kids. Evie has been a great encouragement to Reninca, as has everyone in fact, and from 8am when the team arrive, until about 4/5pm, the site is full of a buzz of excitement! Locals have popped along to see the work progress, kids have joined in with the painting, and the momentum of this vision strives forth! We now need less than £5,000 to complete this ward, and within the next few months we hope for it to be fully complete! Check out the news page to see some photos of the team in action and the hospital as it progresses!

A few days ago we were called to the Government Hospital where a 5 month old baby with hydrocephalus had been abandoned and left extremely malnourished. She was in a separate room at the hospital, laying like so many other children we’ve met there in her own excrement. Her fragile little body seemed barely strong enough to hold her head up, and with the doctors fearful of whether she’d survive if left at the hospital, we took her home with us. I was accompanied by Alex on this little trip, a moving experience for him as visiting the hospital always is. These visits always stir emotions within groups at the realisation of how different their lives may have been had they been born in Haiti. How friends, family, husbands, wives, children or even individuals themselves may have died had they been born here. As we left the hospital Alex named our new little child ‘Grace.’ As she returned to the home her presence came as a powerful reminder to all the team of just how important their presence is here in the work they’re doing. Grace is another of the many children in Haiti whose life could have been so different with appropriate care at birth. The kind of care we’re seeking to provide, and which this team are creating in a manner which is bringing so much hope, joy and encouragement to the local community.

There will be more stories and photos to come in the coming week or so. Before then though you can check out our news page or our blog photo page for some photos from the team. (They may not be up for a day or two though, so pop back soon.)

Thanks for your continued love, support, and interest in our work. Please remember Grace and the team in your prayers, and continue to join with us in being a part of this exciting journey.


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Christandel
Posted by Carwyn at 8:02 pm, October 26th 2009.

Last week Reninca was ill for most of the time. I think as well as being physically ill, the thoughts of returning home in January have slowly been beginning to play on our mind. It's an unsettled time I guess when we look at the future through our own eyes. It’s a time we need to look at through Gods eyes, reliant and expectant on what He'll do, and where He'll lead us. Sometimes you get to share in the glory and hope of what Gods doing, other times the suffering.

This morning our administrator shared with us the tragic news that one of the babies we've been looking after at the home passed away last Thursday. Christandel had hydrocephalus, a condition which three of our kids have, which basically means they have an enlarged head. We knew when we entered into this work that we would be dealing with particularly vulnerable children, and that some we would not be able to cure, but simply provide what love and care we could. We knew deep in our heart that some of the children we were to work with due to the nature of their disabilities would potentially die. The thing that gets to me time and time again though in Haiti when a child dies, is the injustice of just how little help there is available to stop such injustices from happening. A child dying in the world is tragic, regardless of whether they are from a rich or poor family, a developed country or a third world country. What angers me most though, is that I know if Reninca and I ever have a child, they will without doubt have the best possible chance to survive in the UK if they fall ill. Here in Haiti, children are just left to die without even a chance, many from easily preventable or curable illnesses that would be solved from birth in the UK. I read a passage in the Bible the other day which I included in the most recent newsletter, which in light of this morning seems particularly poignant. Below is the snippet from that newsletter:

‘The daily challenge for us as we await the hospitals completion is that we’re currently supporting many children at our Children’s Home who have been left disabled simply through a lack of basic neonatal care. Children whose lives could have been so different if only they’d had access to a unit such as ours. We’ve witnessed both sides of this tragic tale, those left disabled, and those who have died. I was recently challenged by a verse in Isaiah 59 ‘When the Lord noticed that justice had disappeared, he became very displeased. It disgusted him even more to learn that no one would do anything about it.’ Whether we are believers of the Bible or not, the truth remains the same. There is a greater tragedy beneath those children of Haiti dying, and that is the dismissal by many wealthy countries to prevent these deaths in the first place.’

This morning I was reading Haggai, and Gods call to his people to re-align to what mattered in life; ‘you say this isn’t the right time to build a temple for me. But is it right for you to live in expensive houses while my temple is a pile of ruins?’ To put it simply, the people God was challenging were focusing too much on their own kingdoms than the kingdom of God, and God wanted them to re-align to what was important, to what matters. This was Gods challenge to me this morning, and I’m not posting this blog up as a judgment to others. However, when we witness the tragic death of a baby such as Christandel, I can’t help but think that this Old Testament call is just as apt for the church of today. How often do we focus on our own personal kingdoms before the kingdoms of God? And in doing so neglect the blatant call God has given us to put others first, and stand against such injustice as today we’ve witnessed.

I cannot help but wonder how many children will be left to die across the world before the global church and humanity as a whole gets a grip on what true equality really is. Until humanity stops talking and starts acting. Until we except the responsibility we have been given as the privileged individuals of this world and actually start taking that responsibility seriously. As people have said before, it’s not about charity, it’s about justice. Justice and equality. When the anti-poverty activist Bono sometimes calls people to make poverty history, some cynics say, ‘can we afford to?’ Bono’s response is simple but in my opinion spot on… ‘Can we afford not to?’ For the sake of the millions of children we do have the chance to save, I hope we all opt for the later, myself and Reninca included, and start re-aligning ourselves with what truly matters in this world.


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A 75 year old (or there abouts) saint!
Posted by at 10:31 pm, October 18th 2009.

Hi everyone. Apologies for the delay in blogging. Its been down to us being away for one week in the Dominican, a week in Port au Prince (Haiti's capital), and a month with a broken internet service! We're back at the children's home now though which is great, and the internet is back working. As soon as that got fixed though the water pumps got broken, so it's cold outside bucket washing at the mo for us all. Our cars also been feeling poorly and is out of action. Oh well, compared to all those around us we're still extremely blessed and shouldn't moan!

Port au Prince was an amazing experience. We were accompanied by our good friend Jonnie who came to visit us and the work which was fab. It was a long old drive down to the capital taking us about 8 hours, through a range of environments. We passed across beautiful mountain tops overseeing some amazing views, through Haiti's rice district, with fields as far as you could see harvesting rice, and through the dusty, dry, almost desert plains of some parts. It was breathtaking at times, extremely annoying at others as the road is so bad with craters and pot holes everywhere, and incredibly humbling at points as well through the poverty on view. Port au Prince was a lot bigger than we'd thought it would be, and in some ways was like stepping into another world. It was far more developed than any other place in Haiti, and even had a Dominoes Pizza Restaurant! That said, it also contained some of the poorest slums I'd seen anywhere, and in comparison to other cities was still very poor.

We drove through some of the poorer areas and passed by the most notorious slum in Haiti called Citei Solei. A mass of bullet holes riddled a few buildings as a reminder of Haiti's past violence from the gang warfare they've faced. Yet, amidst all the darkness, of which there is much, we met some truly amazing people, bringing so much light and hope too many! One man we met was a Salesian Priest who'd been living in Haiti for thirty-five years. He had several amazing projects working with street boys and girls, some of the most vulnerable people in Haiti. Life on the streets is tough, and we were told of teenage girls as young as ten living on the streets as prostitutes, boys involved in drug dealing, and a high rate of AIDS infection amidst them. One of the centres they run has a creche for the teenage girls who have had babies on the streets, so whilst the girls learn new skills, the babies can be looked after. At least once a week this Priest walks through the streets at night to be amongst the teenagers, and share in something of their life. He walks until 10 or 11 at night, which for most would be considered silly in Port au Prince, with such a dangerous reputation. Such is his love for those he feels called by God to serve though, that he puts their needs before his. What makes it even more humbling is that he must be between 75 - 85 years old, yet still has the passion of a twenty year old. He doesn’t' believe in retirement and wants to grow old with the street kids, who are in affect his family. He's faced difficulties, and was even kidnapped once (though only for a short time, as the head of the gang that kidnapped him turned out to be a boy he used to help) yet humbly pursues his calling, and offers these kids a rare and much needed place of love and sanctuary. He explained that when the drop in centre they first ran opened, the kids would come in off the street firing their guns into the air, and pulling out their weapons. Through the love he shared, and living out the gospel before them, the atmosphere has miraculously changed, and now the place is a peaceful oasis amidst such a manic city.

We also had the chance to meet with the head of Tearfund Haiti and World Relief Haiti, and made some exciting progress towards helping tackle the HIV/AIDS situation in Haiti which has been on our hearts for a while! It was a real answer to prayer, and the result of much support and encouragement from Peter Fabian of ACET UK (a great Christian charity working in over 23 countries.) We'll keep you posted with all that nearer the time. Reninca also got to share about some of her work with disabled children to another charity, and made some useful links in developing some ideas she has for improving the care offered to disabled children in Haiti. We could write and write of all that we saw and did during those days. God really was good to us, and opened so many doors and opportunities! Hopefully we can update you more in the next blog.

This week we have Annie, our good old Physio friend arriving, as the first volunteer of many in the next few months. Times rushing by and we're more and more aware of all that needs doing before the end of the year. Battery running out on the laptop we're afraid, so best dash. We'll be writing again more regularly again now though so pop back soon! Thanks for your continued interest in our work. By the way, there’s a newsletter being produced at the mo about the appeal. If you want one, leave a comment below and we'll let you know how!


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September - the start of school
Posted by Reninca Hill at 10:05 pm, September 25th 2009.

The last few weeks have been very exciting and challenging at the same time. The beginning of September is a difficult time for people across Haiti. It is when they have to find money for their children to go to school. It costs a minimum of $50 to register, then the children need uniform, books and stationary. That is just for September, they still need to pay each term to keep their child at school. For a population for whom the majority live on less than $2 a day, school is a luxury they cannot afford. Even for those who work this is a large sum to find, especially if you have more than one child. As the child gets bigger the fees get more expensive. It is a real privilege to go to school here and children appreciate having the opportunity to learn. On a daily basis people we know and people we don’t know ask us for money to send their children to school, desperate for the opportunity for their children to be educated. People were literally pleading for the opportunity for their children to learn. It was very difficult not being able to help everyone, especially knowing that they cannot join later and will have to wait till next September if their parents do find the money later.
The children’s home is developing in fantastic ways. We had our first training week where the staff had the opportunity to share ideas and learn new things. We had a sign language teacher from the deaf school in Cap-Haitian come and work with the staff, teaching sign language. It was a huge success and gave the staff time to learn and process new information. The children’s home is almost at capacity, with up to 17 children each day. The home has a real buzz about it, with children playing, music blaring and toys crashing. The staff have really risen to the challenge and are fantastic with the children. We are in the process of finishing the garden so then the children can enjoy being outside.
At the beginning of September we had a visit from Phil who is Treasurer from our Board of trustees. It was his first time to Haiti and really encouraging having him here to see the work that is being accomplished here in Haiti. Work on the second maternity building continues with electrics and plastering being completed. It is a very exciting time seeing how rapidly changes can take place when there is money.
Carwyn has been very busy with lots of ambulance emergencies. One incident in particular was when he went to a motorbike accident and a baby and mother both lost limbs in the accident. This was particularly tragic for us knowing the way disabled children and adults are treated in Haiti with no support. No sooner did he drop them to the hospital, but he was called to take a women in labour to hospital. The ambulance service is saving lives and making a difference to the people of Haiti.
Yesterday we attended a Health Network meeting for the Cap- Health group which Carwyn co-chaired. It was a great opportunity to share ideas and work together with many other groups that work in Cap-Haitian. The Haiti Hospital Appeal work with the network to help pay for an outreach doctor, who travels daily to poor communities in rural areas. It was wonderful to hear about Dr Maklin Eugenes work and the difference he is making in these communities.
Carwyn and I are going for a short break next week to the Dominican Republic, which will be a much needed rest. We will be meeting with our good friend Jonnie who will travel back to Cap-Haitian with us to see how the work is progressing.
Thank you for your love and prayers,


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Carwyn and I kept ourselves busy by counting the mice on the floor...
Posted by Reninca at 6:16 am, September 3rd 2009.

Life over the past couple of weeks has been a sharp shock of reality to just how bad the situation is here in Haiti. Last Sunday we went to visit the father of some of our children at the home who is currently in the Government hospital in North Haiti having had an operation. The conditions in the ward are terrible, it has a horrible stagnant smell, with lots of men lying with no dignity on old rusty beds, naked on broken mattresses. This trip again made us realise the necessity for our Hospital to be built. In most hospitals in Haiti it is not the duty of a nurse to feed, cloth, toilet, wash, or provide medication for patients. This all needs to be done by a family member – who needs to bring their own chair if they want to sit with their loved ones, their own sheets for the bed, cutlery for their loved one, pillow, everything. The mother was with the father helping him and bathing him. While she was there her six children were at home being looked after by a 14 year old girl. There are absolutely no support networks in place for families. The mother asked us to go and get her children as she had heard one was ill.

We went to pick up the twins and found Widlin to have chronic diarrhoea, he was very weak and lifeless. Subsequently the next day after consultation at the Haiti Hospital Appeal clinic, Widlin was put on a drip and taken in the ambulance to Hospital Justinien. Here we faced the same injustices. We had to wait about twenty minutes to be let into the ward due to the man who opens and closes the gate being away from his duty. They have to lock the gate because of security to stop kids being kidnapped. The doctors worked to the best of their ability to help Widlin, and gave us the prescription to go and buy his drugs etc. The hospital pharmacy did not have most of the drugs needed so we were sent around Cap-Haitian looking for medication. While this was happening we were told he needed some tests. We had to go to the other side of the hospital to pay for the tests. Then about two hours later a nurse came to take blood. One nurse had to hole his mobile phone to Widlins arm as the city was without electricity for most of last week. Though they have a generator at that time it wasn’t on, and due to the lack of electricity the other nurse could’nt see where to take blood from. Due to the trauma of all this, as we tried to support may Lourde who now had a husband in one ward and a child in another, Carwyn and I kept ourselves busy by counting the mice on the floor. There must have been about 5- 10 mice scurrying about under Widlin’s cot.

The injustices were tragic, and a continued reminder to us all of just how fortunate we are. We are pleased to say that Widlin is now out of hospital and slowly regaining strength. Had individuals like you not made our children’s home a reality through your generosity and support, Widlin may well have died last week. However, thanks to you guys, some support was available for this family, which at this point in their lives was without doubt lifesaving.

We’re really happy at the moment to have the Haiti Hospital Appeal treasurer and our friend - Phil with us. It’s his first time to Haiti and he is having the opportunity to see and learn firsthand about life in Haiti. Today he is visiting a clinic in Cortlett where the Haiti Hospital Appeal pays for a doctor to visit this isolated community once a week. He has been busy with meetings and is making a film about maternity care in Haiti. It is just so unfair that because people live in Haiti they cannot have access to basic services. Ultrasounds and meetings with your midwife are unheard of. Most people have their babies delivered by a friend of the family who may have assisted in other births for people in the local area but with no formal training or knowledge. This is why many children die at childbirth or are born with a disability. It is crucial we get our wards open as soon as possible so people have somewhere safe, clean and accessible to go. Over the past couple of weeks we have again been reminded of just how unfair life can be for those born here.

The home is running extremely well with numbers increasing and staff increasing. Next week we have a training week for all the staff, so all the staff can come together to reflect and learn ways to better the lives of our children. Please keep this week in your prayers, as well as Widlin’s dad who is still in hospital.

Despite all the heartbreak of being in the hospital so much, our building work has been progressing, and our first maternity building is really taking shape. So close to completion! As always, if you could spare even a few pounds towards the work we’re helping with, that would make the world of difference. You can donate through the Haiti web-site.

Thank you to everyone for your constant prayers and love.


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American Team
Posted by reninca at 6:43 pm, August 16th 2009.

Over the past couple of weeks we have settled back into Haitian llife. At the moment we have got some American pre-meds with us from the University of Central Florida. They have been assisting in clinics and giving medical education to villages in North Haiti. As I type, the group with Carwyn are on their way to Gonaives to run a clinic in one of the poorest areas in Haiti. They are full of passion and love for Haiti and have really enjoyed the opportunity to share in the Haiti Hospital Appeal vision.

I have had the opportunity of spending the past four days in Port au Prince on a child protection conference with Tearfund Haiti. It was a fantastic opportunity and will allow us as an organisation to come in line with the basic standards required for NGO’s. It was a great opportunity to network and meet with some people who work and have a passion for Haiti. I am very excited about what i learnt and how it will now impact the Haiti Hospital Appeal.

We have been made more aware over the past couple of weeks of the security situation in Haiti. The American team told us that the US security level for Haiti has risen and they have been urged to take care. Speaking to some of our Haitian friends they explained that even they have to be home by 7 as it is just too dangerous to go out. We have been advised to be home by dark and always follow advise but we never realised the situation was the same for the Haitian people.

We have been greatly encouraged over the past couple of weeks of hearing great stories of soul survivor and New Wine. Thank you to everyone who gave up time to run or work on a stand, and mostly to those of you who have visited the stand and want to learn more about Haiti Hospital Appeal. If we can assist you in any way please just get in touch. Carwyn has very much missed the buzz of the summer festivals.

We have been warned that Tropical Storm Ana and Hurricaine Bill are heading this way and should be hitting this week. Please keep the people of Haiti in your prayers.
Take Care
Reninca


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Back to reality
Posted by Carwyn at 1:57 am, August 4th 2009.

Hi everyone,

Just a quicky to say we're back, and now the blogs should be a little more regular again. Thank you to all those who made our time back in the UK such fun. It was great catching up with everyone and we had an amazing time.

The main thing people have been asking since we got back here is, 'did the Children's Home survive without you?' We're pleased to say that the home run fantastically without us here. A further 19 children were seen and put on to our waiting list for the home. They'll slowly be filterd into the programme week by week in the coming month now we're back. The clinic continues to be busy, and the hospital work that had just got completed before we left now has most of the scafolding off which is so exciting as its taken shape so much. Its our heart and prayer now to see the two wards we're working on completed in the next 5/6 months, though there's alot of fundraising to be done first. Anyone up for a little sponsored run or anything?

Whats been pleasing to hear is the way the Children's Home has started to really affect the general welfare of the families we are helping. One story we heard was both sad, but also encouraging. The mother of one of our children shared with some of the staff that she'd always tried to raise money for her family in the past by selling food, but always had her disabled daughter with her. When she had her daughter with her people wouldn't buy from her. Now that her daughter recieves a few days respite care with us each week people have been buying from her. Though this is encouraging for her family, it highlights a huge battle we face in the future with trying to educate people about those with special needs to stop such prejudice happening. One of our staff is disabled and said that sometimes people pass him in the street and tell him he should be at home where he can't been seen. There is prejudice in all forms in Haiti, and all of the children we're working with are at risk of this. Another of our staff said to us this week that he didn't realise there were so many disabled children in the area, as most normally get left and hidden at home, or disgarded. Slowly, little by little these views are being changed.

Another area of prejudice is against those with HIV/AID's. I've heard stories this week of people who have been thrown from homes when they've been diagnosed, other people who haven't even let a families dog near them, because the dog owners have HIV/AID's and they're scared to catch it. There are many stories like these, and a number of our children on the programme have lost a parent to HIV/AID's. We're currently working with a few different groups to set up a Conference to mobilise Churches to provide the care, prevention and support that's needed in this area. So much pain that could so easily be avoided, but we're really excited by the hope we'll be able to do something about this.

Next week we have a team of Americans coming to Haiti to help run some mobile health clinics, and Reninca will be heading to Port au Prince to do some training with Tearfund on Child Protection. She's very excited about doing the training, and as an added perk gets to stay in a nice hotel for four days which even has a swimming pool. Please pray for her trip though, and particuarly her safety as she'll be going down there alone. Oh, and of course for me, as I'll have to be trying to cook for our 6 American guests, and for those who know me well, that might not be a great success - here's to a week of scrambled eggs! You can't even get micro-wave meals here - unbelievable.

Well, we'll be in touch again soon. Hope you're all enjoying the summer where ever you are!

All the best, us. xxx


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Roof on - Praise the Lord
Posted by Reninca Hill at 2:59 pm, June 28th 2009.

The last three weeks have been a blur of work and meetings. We have been privileged enough to have three visitors here from the UK. Annie for two weeks and Colin and Guylee for three weeks. There skills, love and commitment have really impacted on the lives of the children, staff, parents of the home, as well as all the lives of people around where we live.
Annie is a paediatric physiotherapist who worked tirelessly training the staff, writing programs for the children, holding training for Nurses and generally helping out. Colin has been a great example for us all by the hours he spends in prayer intercessing for Haiti and the Haiti Hospital Appeal. He has also been incredible at making furniture, benches, shelves and doors. Guylee has helped in all areas of the work. Helping Colin, Carwyn, playing with the children, painting, planting grass and leading some football ministry for the local children. They are three incredible people and we were extremely blessed to have had them here. It is a huge encouragment for us when people give up there time and money to support the Haiti Hopsital Appeal and the project here in Haiti. They have used there skills to the glory of God and we praise him for that.
There time here, has also personally been a time of great blessing and encouragement for us.
It has been very exciting this week as the roof of the second building has gone on. The whole site has a huge buzz of excitement and anticipation. The home has gone from strength to strength with 23 children on our program and about 8 children ready to start on the program in a gradual tranisition. The staff are absolutely amazing and have a real understanding of the vision of the project and have a huge love for all of thechildren.
We are excited about what God is going to do next and know that it is all through him and of his power that this can all happen. Carwyn and myself are heading home for three weeks for a family wedding and will return end of July. We know God has his hand over the project and is leading the way forward through the fantastic staff he had blessed the project with.
We thank everyone who has supported us over the last six months, in times when we needed support, your prayers gave us comfort and determination. We thank our Lord Jesus for blessing the project and using us as empty vessels, and we thank you for your interest, love and support.
May God bless you.
Reninca and Carwyn xxxxxxxx


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A dream for my daughter to sing
Posted by Carwyn at 5:36 pm, June 10th 2009.

Last week myself and a good mate called James who was visiting from England went to Gonaives, the area devastated last year in a series of hurricanes. I'd had the opportunity to visit Gonaives in February, but needed to go back to do a report for the Baptist Missionary Society who kindly supported an education relief programme for 200 children with us in Gonaives over the last year.

As you drive into Gonaives you are overcome with a sad spirit of hopelessness and grief. Piles of mud build up as mounds along the roads, houses remain either damaged, destroyed, or abandoned, and in some cases have been replaced by nothing more than make do tents out of old sheets. There will be some photos appearing from the trip, where you can see a picture of an old man sitting, and the tents he now lives in along with his neighbours whose houses were also swept away.

What got to me this time was the apparent lack of change since the last time I'd gone to Gonaives. It still seemed just as desperate, and in just as much devastation. This trip was different than in February as I had the chance to meet with the parents of those children who'd been on our scheme. It was a surreal, humbling, heartbreaking and tragic time, a time I'll never forget. Sat before me were about 30 parents, each with their own horrific story from the flood. Most were left homeless after the floods and now live in houses with friends and families. All spoke of how the floods had swept away all their possessions, literally everything, clothes, furniture, personal belongings, all gone. Most of these families now have no way to replace such items as a lot of them lost their businesses in the flood, many now sleep upon the floor of their homes. One farmers livestock all got destroyed in the first flood. He then purchased some more animals with his savings, only for the second hurricane to come and destroy all of them as well. Like so many in Gonaives he is now left with nothing. Many of the people at the meeting had lost friends or family as a result of the floods. You'll find a picture of two girls in our photo page. They lost their mother during the flood and have now been left orphaned. It’s now the older sister called Vincent Thalie's responsibility to try and provide a future for her family, yet she's only 22. I could write and write about each story, each home lost, husband, wife or child lost, each orphan, each business destroyed, each future jeopardised, and still I wouldn't do justice to the tragedy of this town, or to the remarkable resilience, faith, and peace of these people.

Of all the things that got to me though it was the surreal reality that here were about 30 people, many twice my age, literally pleading with me, a 25 year old man, for further support, as many won't be able to continue supporting their children at school for another year. The cost of a school fee is only about £35. For these 200 families, the education of their children doesn't just provide an immediate relief, for them it offers an eternity of hope. Many spoke of the hope it would give to build a future for their families, for their community, for their country. When asked what relief they would most like, they all responded with education. This relief grant won’t have just lasted a year, it will have lasted a lifetime. I cannot get over how parents in the year 2009 anywhere in the world are restricted from offering their children an education for the sake of £35, the amount we'll spend at a pub with a group of mates each week. One father spoke of the hope he has for his daughter to have education as she has a beautiful voice and he just wants to give her the chance to learn to sing, yet this fathers dream may never be realised. He wasn't asking for much, not a nice house, not a car, a nice pension, holiday or retirement, all he wanted with hardly a penny in his pocket was for his little girl to have the chance to use her gift and sing. Yet in all their pain I was humbled by their thanks, by their love, peace and gratitude towards us and all who'd helped, and by their faith. They are a remarkable people. I promised to try and share their story, so won't apologise for the length of this blog. I wish I could share every story. Please pray that we can find support for these families to continue this scheme through another grant.

Education is massively important, only the week before this trip myself and Reninca went to the graduation of a good friend of ours at his university in Haiti. It was a joy, and one of those times when the hope of Haiti flowed into life. I have never seen such a proud and committed group of students. Reaching that point of graduation for all would have taken enormous sacrifice on the parts of them and their families. Reninca and I both felt guilty for the way we'd taken our university days for advantage, like many looking more to the parties than the education. Yet here were people who'd given everything for this point, and here in this desperate little country was an afternoon that proved what this country is capable of, that there is hope, that there is a future, that relief can work and does work. Whether getting kids into school, supporting families who have special needs, or building a hospital. Your help can work, and does work. Please continue even in this current economic state to remember those who are really suffering.


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Haitian struggles
Posted by Reninca Hill at 1:04 am, May 26th 2009.

It has been an eventful couple of weeks, as always with many highs and lows. We had an occupational therapist and physiotherapsist from America come and work with our children for a week. They managed to work with all our children and families as well as doing outreach supporting adults with disabilities. It was fantastic to see the home in action. They were also involved in training out staff. We have a fantastic team of people working at the home. Each with their own gifts and each blessing the home in their own way. Each week the home develops and comes more and more to life with new children.
The challenge is that every family is in desperate need – a grandparent at the home told me that she has no choice but to leave her disabled grandchild at home on her own while she goes out to find work. The child’s mother died in child birth and the only way she can find food for the child is by trying to find work to feed her. In her old age this woman should be resting and being taken care of but she fights a daily struggle for survival. Through the Home we are now supporting this grandmother so we can care for the child, while she has time to rest and find work.
Over the last couple of weeks we have learnt not to take anything for granted including water and electricity – which have been unreliable. It makes you think of the thousands of Haitians who live like that every day. Haitian people have a hard life with none of the luxuries we take for granted.
In the past two weeks our administrator for the clinic, Julien along with Carwyn have been involved in mass advertisement for the clinic. They have visited over 20 churches explaining the services the clinic is offering – including now a new gynaecologist and dentist. The clinic has been very busy and has a real buzz of excitement around it. It is a joy to visit and to be part of.
Last week we were very excited to meet with the architect and for work to commence on two of our hospital buildings. They have already begun buying materials and work will start later on today.

Last week when Carwyn was driving back from Cap-haitian he came upon an accident where a tap –tap (Haitian method of transportation) had flipped over – there were about 15-20 people injured. Lots still in shock. Carwyn managed to take the worst injured to hospital. With only one ambulance on the scene, due to a lack of other ambulances in Haiti, the ambulance ended up crammed full with over 15 people. Many with serious head injuries, others who couldn’t walk. But this is a sign of the tragic situation people live in every day.

We really feel at home here now, we have two new dogs to aid our security. They are puppies now but very cute – called Bruno and Bobby.
Please continue to pray for the work here in Haiti as it develops.


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Jesula
Posted by at 4:52 am, May 9th 2009.

This week we had our youngest child start in the home, three month old Jesula. She is the most gorgous little girl you could imagine, tiny and cute, her head so small that it fits nicely in the palm of your hand. Yet this beautiful little baby for us so tragically represents in some tiny little way, Haiti as a whole. A beautiful place, with so much wonderful potential, but crippled and wounded with so much avoidable pain. Jesula has AID's, as does her 22 year old father who arrived at our clinic about 1 month ago desperate for help after his partner had just died of AID's. The thing thats got to us alot this week is the injustice of the amount of children we see who's lives could have been so different had they been given a fair start in life. Had their parents recieved the right education, or health care before, during and after birth. Had they been born in a country such as the UK where surgery would have been offered instantly...and yet, so many of the children we are now caring for like Jesula will live their whole lives paying the price for the injustice that we're called to stop. That humans should have, and could have stopped years and years ago.

It's a very humbling privelage to care for these little ones, each with their own tragic story. Yet getting to know these kids has really placed upon our heart afresh the urgent need of our new Paediatric and Maternity Unit. A unit which if already built could have potentially stopped Jezula's future being so uncertain. A unit which could have potentially helped Wilnese from being left brain damaged...the list goes on. The House of Blessings Childrens Home was a miracle, and now we seek God for another with this next phase. Word is getting around about the home, and this week on one day we had about 10-15 parents with their children (each with special needs) turn up from about 7am seeking support from us. On another day we had a Pastor and a group of American missionaries turn up with two boys who'd travelled over an hour to see us, again seeking support. Its great to know the home is filling a gap and providing a greatly needed service. As Dr Toussaint, our medical director said to me the other day, no one else is offering this kind of support in Cap-Haitian. Please continue supporting the work of the Haiti Hospital Appeal, you can't begin to imagine what a difference you can help make.

As for Pierre and Moses, who Reninca now calls 'tweedle dum' and 'tweedle dee'...they are like the chuckle bothers, the two ronnies, tom and jerry, or laurel and hardy. They are quite the comic duo, but both need a lot of prayer and time, as they both have alot to work through in life. They keep us and all the staff entertained though, and often when we're in need of a laugh you need to look no further than one of them. Please pray for them though...Pierre especially whose been a little up and down in the last week adjusting to life outside of prison. He has his good days and his bad days, thankfully more good than bad, but certainly needs alot more support. Please also remember Jesula and her Father in your prayers this week. Thanks everyone. All our love, Carwyn and Reninca. xxx


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Highs and Lows
Posted by at 5:44 am, April 24th 2009.

We always seem to say that our weeks in Haiti are full of highs and lows, and this last one has been no exception, perhaps experiencing the extremes of Haiti the most so far.

Last Friday Reninca ran a fantastic training course for all the staff at the home. The course reminded us just how far behind Haiti is. A simple power point, and a few printed out sheets seemed like rocket science to the staff. That afternoon, we received a sad phone call from Renincas sister in England saying how their dear Uncle had passed away after a long fight with illness. Please remember Renincas family at this difficult time.

On the Saturday Carwyn headed off to the Dominican on an emergency with a 1 month old baby who needed to be transported to a hospital outside of Haiti, again due to the poor and basic care available here. The little baby was on oxygen and a drip for the 4 hour journey, but arrived safely. On Sunday we had a day of rest, which was greatly appreciated by us both.

On Monday Carwyn went and visited Pierre in prison again, but this time had the opportunity to see Pierre in his cell. I had been prepared to see the worst, or at least I thought I had, but when I saw the cell I was literally left speechless. Words could not describe the injustice of the scene. A complete nightmare. 57 men were crammed in a cell probably not bigger than about 13ft by 17ft. Every piece of floor space was taken up by hopeless men sitting staring up out of the bared jail door. They had one bucket to share between them all for a toilet, and had no exercise yard. It was devastating, and reminded me of images I've seen of the prisoners during world war two in the prison camps. And amidst this desperate cell was 14/15 year old Pierre. I was told that the younger prisoners who are left with the adults are sometimes used for sexual acts...it was heart breaking, and this was just one cell. All the others I walked past were exactly the same, people crammed in, treated worse it would seem than chickens in a battery farm. I didn't know what to say or do so simply asked the prisoners how I could pray for them; it may sound strange, but seemed the only thing that made sense. It ended up with a large group of the men huddling around the jail door, and us having a little open time of prayer. It was very moving and a great yet very humbling privilege. I left with the hope that within a few days we could get Pierre out.

The homes ticked along well this week, and the staff have settled in well and are doing brilliantly. All the kids have improved so much, and Wilnese in particular continues to amaze us. On Tuesday we had an unexpected visit from the parents of the baby we'd taken to the Dominican. Sadly their baby had died the following day we'd arrived, but then come to thank us for our help. Again I was left speechless that they'd come to do so, and wish we could have offered them so much more. Once again, praying seemed to be the only thing that made sense, but doing so with a mother and father in that way was very moving.

After a week that had been so emotionally draining in so many ways, God has today answered our prayers by truly blessing the work, and once again remaining faithful to the ever eternal truth that there is always hope in God and through God. Today we went back to the prison with a judge, and left with Pierre! Finally, after his 3 month ordeal he was free and able to come with us. He'll now be staying with us for the next 3 months. It was amazing seeing his face light up as he realised he was free, and introducing him to Moses who was amazing. There has also been a buzz of life around the home today like no other day. We had 4 mothers turn up with their children looking for help from the home. They spent the morning going between meetings with us, and consultations at the clinic. One little girl had cerebral palsy, the other clear neurological problems, with a head about three times bigger than it should have been. The other little one had a mass on the back of her neck probably the size of two tennis balls. After meeting them all, the mothers were clearly thankful for the opportunity of recieving help from the home and being invited onto our programme, as none of them were receiving any support from elsewhere. It was clearly a day of blessing for them, and a day of blessing for us. Three new families to be supported and Pierre out of prison! Fantastic!

We could write and write, but you'd soon get bored. Please do be encouraged though by the difference you’re helping to make. This home is proving already to be providing a hugely valuable and urgent role in North Haiti, and that’s only thanks to our loyal supporters! Next step...getting the Paediatric and Maternity ward up and running. Please do remember those prisoners and the mother and father of that baby in your prayers though this week. many thanks, love us - xxx


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Goodbye Julia
Posted by at 2:40 am, April 16th 2009.

Apologies for not blogging sooner. The last week or so has been as manic as ever, and as always in Haiti has been full of many highs and lows. Last week we had a small team from the UK come and visit us, Anthony and Carol who are Julias mum and brother, and a good friend called Tim! It was amazing seeing them and a real encouragement to us all! Thanks so much for coming! They were so helpful finsihing off some paint work for us at the home, building a playground, and visiting some potential communities where we hope to set up a pre-school scheme. They even helped us buy some chickens and cockrels from the local market which was great fun, especially when anthony's kept poopin on him. Carwyn's had many real Easter egg hunts in the last week searching for their eggs, but with little luck. There is a fine art to looking after chickens it would seem. Thats as far as Carwyn farm initiative has got...he tried to get two pigs but people were asking for about $250US per pig.

On a sad note though, last saturday we had to say goodbye to Julia who'd been here for three months. She had been amazing, not only with helping with the home, but also as a friend. It was strange and hard saying goodbye, and humbling to see what an impact she'd clearly made on so many Haitians who were very sad that she was leaving. Its incredible to look back on how fast the last three months have gone, but we can say for sure, none of whats been achieved so far would have been possible without her! Thanks Julia...you're a star!

The car saga is finally over, well almost. We now have our car that we've been waiting for three months for. However, as we drove it off excitedly it soon became clear that there was rather too much smoke around. A Haitian policeman stopped us in the road, and in our pigeon creole we said 'we go mechanic.' The smoke got so bad that even all the locals were staring on in disgust, which isn't great when i've prob only seen about 5 cars in Haiti that would pass an MOT. Considering all cars in Haiti are rubbish it was clear confirmation we must have had problems. Anyway, thankfully we were with Jaquelin, and soon we had 10 Haitian men around our engine playing around with it. After about 45 mins we were off, but we have a feeling this may become a regular problem. Oh well. Its all part of the fun.

Bebe is still with us each day and doing a fantastic job painting the wall. We've named him Moses, as he also had trouble speaking, and calling him Bebe seemed rather impersonal now that he's one of the family. Please pray for him, he's a great teenager but clearly with some issues. The Surgery department to the new hospital building is having its roof put on this week which is really exciting. So, thats whats been going on. Haitian culture continues to amaze, frustrate, entertain, saden and shock. But, having just passed through Easter, we know that even in the darkest of places...sunday is coming! There's always hope when Gods on your side...thank goodness, otherwise I think we'd have given up by now.

Take care everyone! Love to you all.


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Bebe
Posted by at 12:32 am, April 2nd 2009.

As we write this, Reninca is sitting up ready for another four days with little Wilnese, who doesn't sleep at all well, and cries through a lot of the night. Its hard to write about all the great stuff the girls do, as much of it involves the repetitive routines of feeding babies, cleaning their nappies, wiping up sick etc etc... Never the less, Julia and Reninca do an incredible job week in week out, tirelessly loving these little kids as if they were their own! They have far more patience than me and are the real back bone behind our work in Haiti. They might not get to drive around as much on exciting little adventures, but the work they are carrying out, though they'd be embarrassed for me to say it, is quite miraculous and humbling to watch.

Last Saturday just as we were getting ready for our weekly Saturday afternoon sports club, we had a 15/16 year old mute boy turn up at the home, badly cut down his arms, a cut up lit, head, leg etc. He was clearly in shock and in a complete daze. To the best of his ability he mimed out to us how he'd got the cuts, because sadly he's mute, and has never been taught any basic sign language. In Haiti they call mutes 'bebe.’ It turned out he'd been thrown off the back of a tap tap. After all having a little look at him we decided it best to get him to a hospital. As always, even in the ambulance, the journey was a pain over the bumpy roads, weighing up whether it best to get him there quick and in a more bumpy fashion, or slower and smoother. Well, 'bebe' ended up staying in Hospital for the next three days. It was so frustrating not being able to get any sense of where he lived, who his parents were, and how to contact them. So, our good friend Jaquelin became his adopted dad. Each day when we'd visit, Jaquelin would handle 'bebe' with such care.
We were over the moon that on Wednesday we were allowed to take him from the hospital. When we brought him back to the children’s home, Jaquelin put into action just what we could imagine Jesus doing in the New Testament, getting on his hands and knees and washing feet. He helped 'bebe' shower, clothed him, and loved him as if he were his own son. It was an immense challenge on what compassion really means. We then set out to see if 'bebe' could direct us to his home, but sadly he took us to a house he insisted was his, but a house in a street where no one recognised him. The Police said we should just let him go and drop him in the streets, but with him still clearly dazed by his ordeal and with it being late and dark we returned home and 'bebe' stayed with us for the night.

The next day we set out again, and 'bebe' took us an hour and a half into the country insisting his home was there, only for us to find again that no one had ever seen him before. After a mornings search we'd got nowhere, and so sadly all we could do was leave him with some money, take him to the bus station, and hope for him to find a way home. It was gutting saying goodbye, and we couldn't help but feel like we'd failed. All we could do was hand 'bebe' into Gods hands and entrust him to him.

Four days later, on Sunday afternoon, we were over the moon when we received a little knock at the door, and who was there...'bebe.' Looking much better, and far more full of life! We were so relieved he was Ok! We set out again to see if he could now show us is home, but yet again he took us to another location where no one knew him. We've concluded now, through his mime and confusion that he's a street boy. ‘Bebe’ has now become a part of our life and pops by every now and again for a bit of company, and just to sit in the garden area with a content little smile. It’s frustrating and gutting saying goodbye to him each time, as currently we've been unable to find him a home, as unfortunately he doesn’t fit into what the funding we’ve received is for. Please pray for ‘bebe’ with us, he’s a great lad, and it would be amazing if a home became available. He’s another humbling little reminder of quite how fortunate we all are.


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Matthew 25
Posted by at 2:57 pm, March 19th 2009.

Hi everyone,

Apologies for not writing on the blog for a while. It's been a hectic week. The children's home has well and truelly become our home now, and Reninca and Julia are doing a fantastic job from monday to thursday each week looking after our first three children. Last week when they were out in Cap in a taxi they got pulled over by the Police and taken into the Police station where they were interviewed. It turned out the Police had taken them to the Station as they had thought they were both Dominican Republic prostitutes. Thankfully a good Haitian friend was with them, so that misunderstanding was soon sorted out and proved quite humerous.

On a more serious note, last week we welcomed a team of 6 pre-med students to work with us. They helped with the outreach work we're involved in with Dr Eugene and Dr Mona. On the first day they split into two teams. Half went to a place called shada, one of the poorest slums in Cap where they saw about 150 people. There were so many that they had to make an additional clinic space on a roof with some blankets as a make do tent. On the friday we took the long journey to Gros Morne, a community of about 15,000 people which has been without a clinic or health care since 1994. The patients who came were clearly desperate to be seen, and in the course of a morning we saw about 120 people, but sadly had to turn some away. A number of the patients had suspected HIV, which really touched Carwyn and challenged us further to progress with our hope for an HIV conference in partnership with an organisation in the UK. It was a fantastic event for the community, an asnwer to pray for the Pastor there who has been desperately seeking support for many years, and a humbling privelage to be apart of the first clinic since 94. On the saturday we ventured out to another area and saw 153 people. Over the four days we saw just over 500 patients, many who wouldn't have seen a doctor for many many years. Many others who would have gone without medical care without this valuable support.

Some of you may also remember hearing about Pierre, a friend of ours who's a street boy, but sadly found himself in Prison just over 1 month ago. He got involved in a gang, and got arrested for theft. Unfortunately he's staying in an adult Prison, which obviously is a dangerous and difficult place for a 14/15 year old boy. The passage in Matthew 25 vs 31 - 46 has sprung to life in the last few weeks with the challenge we have to either serve others and in turn serve Jesus, or turn form the needs of others and thus turn from Jesus: 'I was hungry, and you fed me. I was thirsty, and you gave me a drink. I was a atranger and you gave me a home. I was naked and you clothed me. I was sick and you cared for me. I was in prison and you visited me...or...I was hungry, and you didn't feed me. I was thirsty, and you didn't give me a drink. I was a stranger and you didn't invite me into your home. I was naked and you didn't give me clothing. I was sick and in prison and you didn't visit me.' It's our challeneg to try and opt for the first instance.

So, now with the help of a good Haitian friend we've been having meetings with Pierre in prison, the judge dealing with his case, and others to get Pierre released next week and taken into an orphanage for 2 months before we can re-locate him with a family. Please pray for this.

Lastly, just as a random story to a day in the life of a Haitian, we got called to an emergency in the ambulance a few days ago when a women was giving birth on the side of the main road, on a dusty old pavement. Thankfully the baby was delivered fine, and we quickly got her to our clinic for some additional care. Another reminder of the desperate need for our new Maternity Unit. I guess she was on her way to the government hospital on a motor bike or tap tao, but didn't quite make it because of the distance.

Anyway, thats about enough from us for now! God bless you all! Thanks for your continued interest, love, prayers and support!


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Miracle Smile
Posted by at 8:15 pm, March 3rd 2009.

This week’s probably been the hardest for us so far. Carwyn’s been quite homesick after saying goodbye to the team who we had in Haiti for two weeks. We’ve also left the hostel which we’d been staying at for 2 months due to costs, and are now extremely grateful for Pastor Gedeon’s family for letting us sleep at their house. On Friday we’ll be moving to the Children’s Home. It’s not quite finished, and we’ve been spending the last week completing the great work the team started. Until the wall around the home is completed we’ll be accompanied by an armed guard at night patrolling the area.
Despite having been in Haiti for 2 months, the extent of the poverty here never ceases to challenge and move us.

Yesterday we ate out at a small cafe. At the end of our meal a street boy poked his head through the cafe door pleading for food, and the waitress scrapped up our left overs, a few chips, a couple of bites worth of a burger, and a chicken bone with no meat on it. Reninca then passed the food to him which he seemed thankful for. You wouldn’t have given these measly scrapings to a stray dog in England, yet he ran off, sat on a little step and munched away. Everywhere you look street boys are present, each with their own desperate story.

Yesterday we looked after the twins again. We met Marylou’s mother, a frail old lady who helped us down the steep mountainside carrying her grandson with no shoes on her feet. Reninca gave her a pair of flip flops which see was very thankful for, it would seem she didn’t own a pair of shoes until this moment. The food shelf was empty as it always is, and the reality of two of Marylou’s children not being at school because she can’t afford the $40 fee each year hit home for us. Yet in all this pain was a special glimmer of hope we’ll never forget.

Little 16 month old Wilnese with cerebral palsy has been struggling for life since we first met her about 6 weeks ago. She only weighs 10 pounds 2 ounces, and has had extremely swollen hands and feet. Yet this week thanks to some Physiotherapy training our friend Annie offered, the swelling had completely gone. For the first time in 6 weeks Dr Toussaint was happy with her progress, and for the first time since meeting her little Wilnese smiled. We sometimes wandered whether we’d ever see her smile. The first few nights we ever looked after her were hard as we kept checking through the night to see if she was still alive due to how weak she was. Seeing her smile was like a miracle though, so thanks to all of you who prayed for her! A couple more thousand smiles on a couple more thousand children and we’ll be getting somewhere.

Next week we have a team of 6 pre-med students from America coming to work with us which should be fun! We’ll write again soon. Thanks for all your love and support.


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The team leave
Posted by at 9:27 pm, February 26th 2009.


Today the team awoke at half five to leave Haiti. We took them to the border between Dominican Republic and Haiti to say goodbye. The team were tired but extremely pleased with all they have managed to do. They have achieved more than beyond our wildest dreams. The team itself was made up of amazing individuals, each bringing their own skills and talents to the group. Some used well known talents others learnt new ones. We know that without every individual the work could not have been achieved.

The childrens home is looking amazing, there is running water, electricity, the rooms are brightly painted and it really feels like home. The wall around the building now needs to be finished off and we will be ready and open.
In the past two weeks we have managed to create many links with local organisations and now hope to follow those all up.

To all of the members of the team, we are incredibly grateful for all you have done for the people of Haiti. We love you and miss you. It is very strange being here in the home without you all xx


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Two days to go
Posted by at 4:16 am, February 25th 2009.

Hi folks!
Only two days to go - things are taking shape and being finished off, although the water pump isn't working properly, we still have a couple more things to try, we met with Rick an American contact that specialises in wells and pumps and he has lent us a diesel pump to try.
Rodney is still site managing and working with Rick H, trying to get the pump working.
Colin has been busy finishing all the shelves throughout.
Cheryl has painted some artistic pictures in the "Under the Sea" "Garden" and the "Farm" theme rooms
Paul has drawn the pictures in the "Space" theme room, with some subtle Welshness thrown in for good measure.
Cheryl, Julia, Reninca, Annette, Annie and Ricarda have all been tiling, and grouting the tiles in the bathrooms till they all got burns on their hands.
Ceri, Martin and Mark have fitted the showers, toilets and sinks, having scaled the water tower to fit the connectors to the water tower, topping up their tans... They have also attempted to clear the cesspit but have not been back since the cockroaches appeared.
Each day we get visited by the local children who like to watch our progress and play games.
Paul, Glynis and Carwyn spent the weekend in Gonaives where the hurricanes struck. They saw the extent of the devastation.
Yesterday was a beach day after a six day working week (two more days than Mark is used too!!) but it was much needed and well deserved. Many of us embarrassed ourselves in a canoe in front of the off duty UN guys.
Transport has still been an issue but has proved exciting, especially on the mountainsides and bumps.
The four day Carnival has started so there’s a bit of a National holiday going on which has meant we’ve had to start and finish earlier at the site.
The last two working days will involve completing the tiling, putting the final fittings to the plumbing, sorting the pump, getting the murals completed and planning our journey home. We have also been invited to Pastor Gideon’s for lasagne tomorrow night.

Please pray for...
The pump to work before we leave.
All the transport to the airport in the Dominican Republic (it’s a tight schedule)
Carwyn, Reninca and Julia’s continued safety, progress and the good work they are doing, especially as they will naturally miss us all!!!



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Day 8 - Half way point
Posted by at 3:37 am, February 20th 2009.

Hi Folks!

Sorry we haven't updated for a while... It has been a very busy trip (with over 900 photos across the team as evidence). The team have gelled well. The guess house is basic, and everyone has settled in and getting used to cold showers (except Colin - who shreeks). No cockroaches and few Mosi's this year. Although plenty at the site. Work at the Home is moving on, despite team frustration with a lack of essential items being available to complete some tasks and vehicles breaking down and most things running to "Haiti time" (2 hours after you have planned and arrange for something to happen). The team have been very patient!
Ricarda, Cheryl, Rick, Colin, and Carwyn have all been busy tilling the bathrooms - doing an excellent job
Colin has also been doing some carpentry, making shelves, boxes and planning wooden wheel chairs and toys... And keeping the team amused (and some times Amazed! with his previous history)
Mark, Ceri and Martin have been digging and laying all the pipe work from the well to the Water Tower and onto the Home to feed the toilets, showers and sinks.
Paul and Glynis, have been busy diplomatically for us and been busy painting with Annette and Julia
Annette has worked in our clinic alongside our Medical director Paul Toussiant
Rodney - As always has been doing an amazing job coordinating the different teams and finding all the equipment that we need, which is no mean feat in Haiti!
Annie has been working with a translator and held a 2 day training course at the Clinic for 24 people each day! And been busy painting and helped to secure the confidence of an American Surgeon that we are in the process of talking to, who maybe interested in using our surgical facilities when they open...
Carwyn and Reninca continue to do some truly unbelievably work, Glynis, Julia and Ceri have meet with some of the children while providing respite care. On Monday evening we had a short dedication service and Birthday party for Priscale.
Carwyn and Reninca - Still haven't got the keys to their car, due the Haiti "red tape"

Please pray for... Team Transport - as this is a big frustration, Team safety and Successful completion of our work in time...


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Team arrive safely
Posted by at 9:58 pm, February 13th 2009.

Today the team arrived, having passed through the boarder from the Dominican republic. They all arrived safe and sound. Missing one bag though- so Martin and Mark will be borrowing some clothes. The team were very excited to visit the site and meet our friends. We all look forward to starting work tommorrow. Also as an added bonus we hopefully shall own a car tomorrow. We are all very excited about the team trip and what can be achieved.


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Preparing for the team
Posted by at 4:57 pm, February 7th 2009.

We have been busy preparing for the teams visit which is drawing ever nearer. As we type Carwyn is off shopping buying materials needed for their arrival next Friday.

We have had an eventful week, we are having Creole lessons for two hours a day in an attempt to learn the language. We are slowly but surely getting there and are beginning to communicate in pigeon Creole.

Cap-Haitian came to a stand still on Wednesday when the tap-taps (only form of public transport) went on a strike as a form of protest because of the state of the roads. We were unable to do a food delivery to the twins because of a road block and had to leave our creole lesson early as we were informed of an attempted road block on our way home. Thankfully this all seemed to have passed by the time we arrived back in Cap-Haitien. Everyone seemed to be enjoying the impromptu day off as they could not get to work. It has then rained ever since – our interpreter could not come to work this morning as he is allergic to the rain - a common Haitian ailment! The UN have had a very strong presence here this week and seem to have doubled their patrols. Though we have never felt under threat this helps us feel safe and they always wave at us.

Yesterday Carwyn was called in the ambulance to an emergency of a woman about to give birth, he used the sirens and thankfully managed to get her to Justinien Hospital without having the baby in the back of the ambulance. Carwyn was touched to have the opportunity to visit the mother and baby (a beautiful little girl) the next day.

We have continued looking after the children this week. As part of their care we are taking them on weekly visits to the Doctors surgery. Due to their malnutrition they were prescribed a huge amount of medicine. When we took them back this week, Wilnese had put on no weight at all, and Widlin only 5lbs. Please continue to pray for this family. We have begun to support them by providing food packages so that the children can be feed nutritious meals at least once a day.


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Wilnise and Wildin
Posted by at 11:24 pm, January 26th 2009.

Well, the children's home outreach programme is in full swing, despite still not having the children’s home completed. On Friday we had the privilege of accompanying a mother and her 15 month old baby twins from hospital. The twins, Wilnise and Wildin had been in the hospital for a long time as Wilnise is extremely malnourished. The mother, Marilout, is a single parent and has 6 children. We drove her part way up a side of a mountain in typically bad Haitian roads, before having to abandon the vehicle and walk by foot up a steep, slippery mud path. After a short walk we came to their little home. A small shack like building on the mountainside, one bed for the seven of them, and as with most Haitian homes no electricity or water. What makes the whole situation even more difficult for the mother is that Wilnise has cerebral palsy. It was a very humbling and challenging experience.

Thanks to our great translators we arranged that the twins could both receive 4 days respite care with us a week, allowing Marilout the opportunity to go and try and earn some money for her family. She had been looking for someone to take Wilnise permanently as she can't afford to support her family, but she was happy that through the respite programme Wilmise will still grow up as part of her real family!

On Saturday afternoon we went on a mad shopping trip around Cap-Haitian market looking for lots of baby items. After a few hours we returned home with enough bits and bobs to get us started. Our room is now a mini make do children's home. This week we have Wilnise and Wildin staying over today until tomorrow morning, and then Priscaille, our other little outreach child on wed - thur. Julia and Reninca have done a fantastic job looking after the twins today, whilst I had the chance to see how the building work is going. The Children's Home wall is coming along well, as is the water tower.

Unfortunately our search for a car is not coming along so well. Second hand cars in Haiti are ridiculously expensive. We viewed cars on sale for 2 or 3 thousand US dollars which would be given a way for free at home. We keep searching. I think we'll be buying some donkeys at this rate!

Please do pray for Wilnise and the family. She's a very weak and fragile baby and needs a lot of TLC and time. We'll keep you posted. Love to you all!


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Wall building begins
Posted by at 11:01 am, January 20th 2009.

Our week has continued by settling Julia in and showing her Cap-haitian. This included a visit to Justinien Hospital, the only Government hospital in North Haiti. There we met a baby called Wilmiese who has cerebal palsy. Her parents are from a very poor family and have asked our medical director if he can find someone to take her, as they can’t afford to bring her up. We are planning to work with the family and offer them support, keeping Wilmiese within her family, but offering respite care as part of our outreach work.

On Saturday we visited an orphanage, one of the children in the orphanage was carrying a baby – she was a 14 year old girl. Dr Maklin the doctor who we visited the clinic with us explained that she was abused violently before coming into the orphanage resulting in her becoming pregnant. The strength of that young girl touched us all, and we are pleased that the baby will now grow up in a loving home. All Haitian people seem to have a tremendous strength about them, and are a real inspiration. We played with the children who seemed to lack an understanding of how to play games and what to do; but by the end of our visit they were smiling, happy and running around playing British Bull Dogs, Duck Duck Goose, and various other games.
Work on the children’s home continues, 25 workers arrived on site at 6.30am last Friday – we were there ready to greet them. They have dug the holes for the foundation all around the building. It was very exciting watching them. We have been working on planning, cleaning and sweeping the children’s home. Planning is going well and we have only seen one rat which jumped out at Reninca, much to the amusement of the 25 Haitian men as she screamed and jumped out of the home.

The garage for the ambulance has been finished today and looks fantastic. Julien, our administrator spent Sunday visiting different churches to tell them about the ambulance emergency service.

Carwyn now has a working internet connection which is a real blessing, so he continues to work. Still we are without a vehicle, and with the ambulance garage now ready it looks like we’ll be using Tap Taps by the start of next week.
Please continue to pray for us as we do for you,
Xxxx




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Week Two
Posted by at 12:22 am, January 15th 2009.

The last two weeks have flown by for us, and today Julia, the third member of our team arrived safely in Haiti! She has already met several members of the team.

The last week has opened our eyes afresh to the great need in Haiti. On Saturday Carwyn drove Mitch, a ten year old boy to The Dominican Republic. Mitch lives in a small village with his grandmother as both his parents have died. He’s been in the only government hospital in North Haiti for a month, desperately needing medical support for an extremely badly infected leg. Like so many patients in Haiti, the hospital didn’t have the means to help him, and so at 5:15am on Saturday morning we started our journey to The Dominican to take Mitch to a specialist hospital. Carwyn was told we could get there and back in a day, but we only arrived at 5pm, then had to drive back, by which time the border was shut. It was a hard journey, not least because Haitian driving is bad, and Dominican even worse, but also because every little bump we went over seemed to cause Mitch great pain. Tests have now revealed that Mitch is haemophilic, but the required treatment can’t be found in Haiti or The Dominican. Please pray with us as the doctors seek help from America or Canada.

The next day we visited a missionary church with some of our new friends – a missionary couple who live near where we are staying. We heard the tragic story about an orphanage that’s suddenly had to close. Many of the 100 children from the orphanage have been left to start again on the streets. Life is hard for the street kids, as Pierre, a street boy who comes for breakfast with us most days would testify. Every other day he seems to come with stories from the night before of how he’s been beaten. Yet in all this, we’ve met some remarkable people, each with their own story of hope, and their own desire to see things changed.

Reninca spent a great day working with another charity who make wells, and teach hygiene education to children and women. It was interesting learning about the different cultures and how they learn. We still are in the process of trying to find a vehicle and hope to get internet connection set up this week. Keep us in your prayers.


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Our first couple of days
Posted by at 8:41 pm, January 7th 2009.

We have been in Haiti now only five days, but it has gone by extremely fast. It has been a blur of meetings and visits. We arrived on Friday and settled in to our guest house. It was wonderful to meet old friends of Pastor Gedeon, Pastor Emmanuel, Pierre, Junior, Jethro etc. We have been busy setting up bits and bobs like our bank account and investigating a vehicle for us. We want a motorbike but Pastor Gedeon says we are not allowed as it is too dangerous. The traffic here is crazy though – a huge mess of bicycles, motorbikes and massive trucks driving in a haphazard manner all trying not to kill one another.
We have had an important meeting with the board in Haiti and made some important decision s about the future of what we are doing. It has been great visiting the clinic, meeting the staff, seeing the work on the hospital buildings and the work on the Children’s home. It is all very exciting and scary at the same time of all that has to be done and all the money that needs to be raised.
We are living in the guest house at the moment by the sea – we will be here for probably at least Januray and Feburay as we need money to build a wall around the children’s home before we can move in.
We are settling into the Haitian way of life – up early (about 6) and going to bed early – even Carwyn was asleep by 9 ‘o clock last night. As it is winter here – the heat is not to stifling and is comfortably warm and sunny.
On Friday we are transporting a seriously sick child in the Haiti Hospital Appeal ambulance to the Dominican Republic in Santi Domingo so he can receive treatment. We are doing this with Dr Maklin Eugene who is a doctor who works for the health network in cap-Haitian to which the Haiti Hospital Appeal is part of. With him we have had the opportunity to visit some of the smaller clinics in extremely poor villages to see and support his work.
Please keep us in your prayers, as you are in ours.
God Bless,
Reninca and Carwyn xxxxxxxx


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Carwyn and Reninca in Haiti...
Posted by Ieuan Hill at 6:38 pm, January 5th 2009.

Carwyn and Reninca left the UK at the end of December and after a few days traveling arrived safely in Haiti. They do not have a regular internet connection at the moment but hope to be able to update this blog atleast a few times a month. Feel free to participate and leave messages.

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